Thirsty? Stop in for a drink of living water!

Overcoming Fear!

2012-01-26T11:22:00.001-06:00

Fear has always been the greatest enemy of my soul. As I sat in silence with the Lord, these words came to my heart. I pray they will bless you. (I think it's meant to be a song, I have a melody in my mind)

Oh Lord, You are my Lord.
I trust in You.
When shadows overtake
I run to You.
In the Silence
Cause my raging heart to still,
Then I'll live and move and breathe
Within Your will.

Oh Lord, You are my Lord.
I trust in You.
As I live within Your Light
I rest in You.
There is no lie or fear
That stands before Your gaze,
Jesus, my heart, my life
To You I raise.

Transform me now.
Transport me now,
Into Your heart and likeness, Lord,
My Jesus show me how.
It's by Your grace,
And through Your suffering for our sake,
Create one heart,
Create one mind;
Your life I take.

60 Day Health Challenge!: What's in Your Pantry?

2012-01-23T10:46:00.000-06:00

60 Day Health Challenge!: What's in Your Pantry?: Each day I awaken with another idea for healthy changes to make. This morning I had a bright idea that should prove challenging, but I have...

Why Holiness is a Choice!

2012-01-09T23:11:00.001-06:00

Holiness is to be set apart, fully consecrated for Him and His purposes. Holiness is a gift given when we answer the call of Jesus, “Come follow Me.”; obedience to come and follow; to empty myself of everything that I held or hold dear and receive from my precious Lord those elements that He needs me to carry to reach out to the broken world.

Holiness is a recognition that in me dwells no good thing, unless it is the pure love and light of Christ. By faith, we obtain His life and light and love.

“Be holy as I am holy.”

He calls us to carry our cross, whatever it be, totally identifying ourselves with his suffering, death and rejection, and trusting in the risen life that He has freely bestowed upon us. His blood became the drink offering poured out from His holy vessel to reconcile us to our Father.

Will I trust in Him to not only make me holy unto that end, that my life would be counted to be a holy vessel to my God, and the world that He loves so much, that even in its darkness, sin and black-heartedness he gave His only Son to make us one with Him?

Forgive me Father for not allowing the crucible of the potter’s fire to strengthen me. Forgive me when I want to hide because the way seems too difficult.

Thank You for Your promise- that nothing can snatch me from Your hand.

I choose to be holy-set apart for You. Lord, I trust You will bring it to pass.

Question: What is one thing you can do today to walk in holiness?

Barriers, Stumbling Blocks or Open Gates?

2011-12-29T14:58:00.001-06:00

I've got a bit of a heavy heart this morning. I was reading several posts on a FB page of an atheist. He has a huge following. It wasn't the mocking of Christians by the atheists that got me, it was the vitriol of the supposed Christians towards atheists and other non-believers.

I truly feel like weeping.

My Jesus is so kind and full of compassion and mercy. He literally wept over Jerusalem because they would not receive him. He longs to gather us as a mother hen gathers her chicks under her wings. But so often, even we, who are his, refuse.

The only places I see Jesus getting angry at people is with the religious people, the money changers, and his disciples.

In Matthew 23:13, Jesus excoriates the religious ones, the scribes and the Pharisees,

Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you shut up the kingdom of heaven against men; for you neither go in yourselves, nor do you allow those who are entering to go in.

If we do not live and act as Jesus in this earth, we do not walk in the kingdom of heaven. Not only that, but we create barriers keeping those who are seeking for truth, who do not yet know how desperately they need him, from seeing him,and entering into the glory of God.

Woe is a huge word! It expresses deep grief and distress. Jesus felt their stubborn hypocrisy deeply. He totally understood the results of their actions: lost sheep.

When Jesus burned with anger in the Temple, he over-turned the money changers' tables and drove them out of the Temple with a whip. Once again, it was those who made it hard for others to enter into his Temple, into his Glory, to come and to receive prayer, healing and relationship with God, that stirred him.
(Matthew 21:12-13)

James and John were two of Jesus' devoted followers. When Jesus sent them ahead of him to a Samaritan village to prepare for his coming, they villagers would not receive them. James and John wanted to call down fire to consume them, as Elijah the prophet had done. Jesus sternly rebuked them!

You do not know what manner of spirit you are of. For the Son of Man did not come to destroy men's lives but to save them. Luke 9:55-56

Dear brothers and sisters in Christ, let us examine our hearts and our motives daily. Let us walk as Jesus walked, preaching the Good News, healing the sick, casting out demons, raising the dead. Let us plant seeds of kindness and goodness and mercy and hope and faith and Love.

I pray not one of us be a stumbling block to anyone. Let our eyes be filled the Light of Christ. Let us burn with passion for those God loves. He is still longing for those who are far off. Let us be an open gate for them to walk, though into Your Kingdom.

Father, forgive me of ever causing one of your precious ones to stumble. I love you, Lord!

Some heath tips for the new year!

2011-12-19T19:02:00.000-06:00

Check out my new post on my 60 Day Health Challenge blog! Click here!

Wisdom for Healing

2011-12-15T07:52:00.002-06:00

The light of the eyes rejoices the heart, and a good report makes the bones healthy. ~ Proverbs 15:18 (NKJV)

The book of Proverbs, in the Bible. is full of practical wisdom for healing. Modern medicine continues to confirm the truths that are written inside.
Sometimes when I read Proverbs, the Lord illuminates the spiritual truth; other times he reveals the physical reality.

Jesus is the Light of the world. When we fix our eyes on him, he fills our hearts with joy. I honestly cannot think of a single instance, when I finally changed my focus from my problem, my sorrow, my anger or pain to look at Jesus-to look into his Word, that I was not transformed into joy-filled believer in God!

In the same way, God created us to live in the light. We need sunshine! We need beauty! When we spend time outdoors soaking up sunshine, making vitamin D, depression leaves. Vitamin D deficiency is epidemic. Sunscreen inhibits the body's ability to make this vital element. Our skin needs to absorb the suns rays! And our eyes need to be exposed to the natural light. UV protection sunglasses, worn all the time, reduce the amount of light we take in through our eyes. When the full spectrum of light hits our eyes, the optic nerve is stimulated, and has a positive effect on our endocrine system. (Do some research on this. It's fascinating!) Sunlight makes us happy!

Healthy bones, spiritually speaking, are needed for our walk with the Lord. Without a strong framework, the deep inner Truth, our journey in the Spirit is handicapped. As members of the body of Christ, every bone and joint must supply for the organism to move and grow. We get strong spiritual bones by believing a good report: The Good News of Jesus Christ! Every word that is written in the Bible can bring strength to our inner man.

In the natural, our bones are critical for our immune system to work. The awesome news here is that when you believe a good report it literally strengthens the marrow of your bones, bringing health to your entire body! Laughter and joy create the environment for healing.

I remember a time when my husband was feeling really sick, like he was coming down with the flu. We had a date with friends to go see a play called Nunsense. (I highly recommend it!) Jack practically had to drag himself into the theater. While we were waiting for the show to begin, he kept saying that he thought he better go lay down in the car. He was just getting ready to leave when the show started.

This production was hilarious from the get go! In about ten minutes, Jack was laughing so hard he was crying. He looked at me and said, "I don't feel sick any more!" His fever was gone and all the nausea had disappeared!

When you need healing, just remember this wonderful proverb. Apply it like the medicine it is, and watch God work!

Blessings!

Anna Marie Discovers Hidden Art: Cave Art

2011-12-07T21:55:00.000-06:00

Anna Marie Discovers Hidden Art: Cave Art: Queen's Watchdog formation in Longhorn Cavern Underground hidden art. Proverbs 4:23: In my paraphrase, Set a watch over your hear...

Noah's Ark, It is Still Afloat!

2011-12-04T12:11:00.000-06:00

I was reading one of my favorite, new blogs this morning. These words arrested my heart!

"Noah, our eldest, asked a few months ago, “Would you have still wanted me had you known I’d get cancer?” That’s an astonishing question to cross a nine-year old’s lips. Obviously the weight of the disease and the stress of the treatments prompted him to take a look at life from a much more adult perspective. And of course we responded, “Absolutely, we would have still wanted you.”" ~ Bryan, read his blog:

http://brvan.com/?p=1438#comment-730

As I read this profound question from this man's young son, my eyes filled to overflowing with tears. Even now, I am still having trouble seeing my keyboard. My husband and I are praying for this young man's complete recovery. I hope many will join us. Jesus never refused to heal someone who came to Him, so we can pray believing the same for this young man.

His question gave me a new understanding of Father God's heart towards us. I have asked Him, essentially, the same question before, but could never feel his heart until now. Until Noah.

"God if You knew we were going to choose sin and death over this life You planned for us, why would You still have wanted us?"

Our sin, our evil, our brokenness is our cancer. I feel His heart so strong for me and you. His answer is in the Love. Even knowing the horrible sacrifice He would suffer for us, His answer is an unequivocal, resounding,"Yes!" He cannot imagine this Life without us! So, He willingly paid the price, suffered the horrendous beating, the agonizing death on the cross, overcame the relentless grave so we could be healed spirit, soul and body; never to be separated from Him again!

Lord, thank You for Noah. Thank You for using him in my life, today, for letting him be the vessel to open my heart to receive Your breathtaking Love! Pour back into him 1,000-fold return, for what he has given me this day.

Thank you, Noah! You provided me an ark today!

Anoint the Technology?

2011-12-03T10:54:00.004-06:00

Make your ear attentive to wisdom, Incline your heart to understanding. Proverbs 2:2

The rain is misting, and as I am sitting, propped up in bed thinking about the Lord and His words, there is a steady dripping sound as the water hits our metal roof. It is a soothing sound to me. After months of drought, I could sit here and listen to it for hours.

The Lord revealed a truth to me in this, however. Sometimes, even small pleasures can be a distraction from my purpose: to spend time listening to my Jesus. (This is not to say small pleasures cannot be gifts from God...it's in the discerning, does it add to your moment, or steal something away?) As one who is ADD, I am very easily distracted. But we don't have to have a label on us, to fall into the same trap of being distracted, when it comes to spending time with the Lord, meditating on His Word, and praying.

We live in a time of awesome technology and opportunity. So many activities present themselves to us, every moment of every day. Without determined intentionality to focus on the Lord and His thoughts toward us, we can be distracted beyond belief! (This is a double entendre.) Distraction is an intentional attempt to divert someone's attention from what they are doing.The enemy of our souls has so many tools to entice us, tools that humans have invented.

As one who loves all the new toys, I have decided to try something. I have never given my usage of the computer, phone apps, video games, etc. much thought before. I have simply tried to apply discipline...sometimes failing miserably. Today, however, as I read Proverbs 2:2, I got the brilliant idea of consecrating all my "stuff" to the Lord. What does that look like?

I am actually going to get my anointing oil, and anoint everything I use: TV, DVD players, phone, computers, etc., and ask the Lord to bless them to His service, and for His glory; that He would direct my time as it applies to these things. I will let you know how it goes. I am actually getting excited to go do it!

I want to be purposeful in obtaining wisdom from God. This was my "download" from Him today. I am making my ear to pay attention to wisdom today, and reaching out my inner being to the Lord, for His understanding, as I go about my day.

Blessings, Anna Marie

Make your ear attentive to wisdom, Incline your heart to understanding. Proverbs 2:2

Grammabanana Shares a True Thanksgiving Story!

2011-11-24T15:20:00.000-06:00

What Would I Do in a Year if My Goal Was To Become Wise?

2011-11-23T06:16:00.003-06:00

What Would I Do in a Year if My Goal Was To Become Wise? This was last week's blog challenge.

It is an idea worth contemplating. The Bible says that if any of us desire wisdom, to ask God. He loves to impart wisdom. Seems like such an easy thing. I wonder why we don't do it more?

I have determined to start with Him. I am going to be ruthless in pursuing Him for wisdom.

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. Proverbs 9:10
He is the Light to my path and the lamp for my feet! Psalm 119:105

One of the greatest reservoirs of wisdom to be found, in the entire world, is the book of Proverbs. In 1973, when I became a follower of Jesus Christ, the woman who mentored me, Wanda Plummer, told me that she read one chapter of Proverbs every day of her life. It was really nice of God to put 31 chapters in it - one for each day of the month! I decided to emulate her. For the most part, I have read a chapter a day for all these years. I figure I have read through it way over 400 times! It has given me deep insights into the ways of mankind, as well as the mind of God.

Therefore, one of my actions this year, will be to continue this practice, with a twist. As our friend Dudley Perio likes to say, "You only get to keep what you give away." So this year, I am going to blog more about those insights. I have journaled my thoughts in the past, but blogging is a great way to encourage others. I am excited to see how the wisdom will return to me, as I give it away.

Another source of wisdom is the elders in our lives. I have been missing Jack's mom. She was a wonderful teacher. She always had a nugget to share with our family. I have a few friends in my life who I look to as elders. This year, I want to be intentional about seeking them out, and drawing from them the great deposit that comes from living a full lifetime.

I have gained much wisdom from living life. Experience truly is a wonderful teacher. So, I am going to try to have some new experiences. Most of us have a "bucket list," written or not. This year, let's cross a few of those desires off our lists, what do you say?

History is another, often overlooked, source of wisdom. Learning from the successes and failures of those who have gone before us is a no-brainer. I must confess, I do not study history like I used to. That is going to change. I think I would like to start with reading some biographies of famous women. Women who changed the world, for good or bad. Anyone have any suggestions for a good book?

These are five good steps for me. I may add more as I go through the year. Join me, won't you?

Blessings, Anna Marie
Click here for a wonderful song of worship. It is a song that is a wonderful reflection on True Wisdom.

Weekly Photo Challenge: Wonder!

2011-11-16T08:48:00.000-06:00

It's the Small Things...

2011-10-31T11:01:00.004-05:00

It's funny, but every morning as I am making my coffee, I remember two wonderful women, and every morning, I think it is funny that I think about them, while I am making my coffee.

When my husband and I were dating, he took me to meet the mother of one of his best friends, Martha Roberts. She was the most gracious woman. Her husband was a well known Houston newspaper columnist, Bill Roberts. I remember walking into their home, and being totally entranced with the books. Books were everywhere! As a complete bookophile, I decided then and there, I would save every book I ever read and loved, so that someday, someone would come to my home, and be equally as entranced at my collection. But, I digress. (I love that word, digress...)

Martha taught me this tiny little trick with coffee making. She made each cup, individually, using Melitta filters. She boiled the water, and then, as she poured it into each cup, she only moistened the grounds. She would wait a few seconds, then finished pouring the water into the filters. I remember her saying, "It releases the flavor!" She was right. And I have made my coffee the same way ever since.

That is one of the memories that accompanies my morning coffee-making ritual.
The other is about my mom.

One day, Mom was at my house. I was a new mother. I made her a cup of coffee. This was the first time I had been in the position of being a hostess for Mom. Usually, I would go "home" to hang out with her, and if we drank coffee, it was from her "Mr. Coffee" pot. I remember Mom watching me make the coffee the way Martha had taught me. We chatted about the things Martha had explained to me. When Mom took her first sip, her eyes got big, and she exclaimed, "This is delicious!"

The memory that pops into my head every morning is the result of our little coffee lesson. From that day on, Mom would always boil her water before putting into her coffee pot! She always would tell anyone who was there watching her, that she learned how to do this from her daughter! (She had decided that it was the boiled water that had made the difference. And actually, it did make a huge improvement in the taste of her coffee.)

So what is my point? Today, the epiphany came! The treasure of our lives is hidden in the small things, the moments, the shared bits of life. I value the way that Martha took time to show me one of her skills, be it ever so small. And I treasure the way Mom would always tell whoever was drinking her coffee, how she learned to make such a great cup of jo! I feel so connected to those two beautiful women every day. Today, this gave me a fresh understanding into the heart of Jesus.

In Mark 9:41 he says, "I tell you the truth. If a person helps you by giving you a drink of water because you belong to the Christ, then that person will truly get his reward"

Jesus noticed everything. He cares about everything. He wants to reward us for even the smallest, insignificant moments of kindness. I feel so connected to the Lord in these, little, random things, because, I realize He is in them, and is enjoying my enjoyment! Rejoice in your daily life! You can touch someone today in a way that may forever change their life! The favor of God is in the small things.....

Blessings!
(Interesting bit about Bill )

Rage Against Evil or Do Good?

2011-10-30T13:49:00.000-05:00

David never ceases to inspire me. If anyone had reason to get enraged at the evils of politics, it was he; anointed to be king, then running for his life instead.

I tried to select just one verse from Psalm 37 today for meditation, but it was all so powerful and encouraging. I have posted it in its entirety below. Several words jumped out at me as I read, and I put them in Bold text.

Don't be upset
Stop being angry
Put away rage

These three things seriously struck home with me, as I tend to get caught up in the world's troubles, in politics, and all the evil I see around me. I know I am not alone in this. As one who loves the Facebook and Twitter kinds of communication, it is obvious that many of us fall into this trap. I believe we are not to be ignorant and uninformed about our world and the issues that affect us all, but we are called to see it through the eyes of Love. David had some powerful suggestions for us to accomplish this:

Trust
Do good
Delight in Adonai
Commit your way to Him
Be still
Wait patiently

By trusting in Jesus Christ, we are able to do good to those who oppose us. As we delight in our heavenly Father, we cannot but commit our way to Him. He knows the Way of light. If you are finding this difficult, be still and wait patiently for Him. He is near and will not fail you.

Even in strong trials, our hope is secure in the Lord. From the Cross, Jesus said, "It is finished." He won. We win, in Him. Love never fails. A soft answer still turns away wrath.

As the world gets darker and more obscure, let us not succumb to the temptation to fight the darkness with more darkness. Instead, let us light the lamp of the Spirit of Christ, and be a shining beacon for those caught in the tombs of ignorance.

There is a link to a wonderful worship song at the very end of this post...enjoy!

Psalm 37 ( From The Complete Jewish Bible)

1 By David: Don't be upset by evildoers or envious of those who do wrong, 2 for soon they will wither like grass and fade like the green in the fields. 3 Trust in ADONAI, and do good; settle in the land, and feed on faithfulness. 4 Then you will delight yourself in ADONAI, and he will give you your heart's desire. 5 Commit your way to ADONAI; trust in him, and he will act. 6 He will make your vindication shine forth like light, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

7 Be still before ADONAI; wait patiently till he comes. Don't be upset by those whose way succeeds because of their wicked plans. 8 Stop being angry, put aside rage, and don't be upset - it leads to evil. 9 For evildoers will be cut off, but those hoping in ADONAI will inherit the land. 10 Soon the wicked will be no more; you will look for his place, and he won't be there. 11 But the meek will inherit the land and delight themselves in abundant peace.

12 The wicked plots against the righteous and grinds his teeth at him; 13 but Adonai laughs at the wicked, knowing his day will come. 14 The wicked have unsheathed their swords, they have strung their bows to bring down the poor and needy, to slaughter those whose way is upright. 15 But their swords will pierce their own hearts, and their bows will be broken.

16 Better the little that the righteous has than the wealth of all the wicked. 17 For the arms of the wicked will be broken, but ADONAI upholds the righteous. 18ADONAI knows what the wholehearted suffer, but their inheritance lasts forever. 19 They will not be distressed when times are hard; when famine comes, they will have plenty. 20 For the wicked will perish; ADONAI's enemies will be like sheep fat, ending up as smoke, finished.

21 The wicked borrows and doesn't repay, but the righteous is generous and gives. 22 For those blessed by [ADONAI] will inherit the land, but those cursed by him will be cut off. 23ADONAI directs a person's steps, and he delights in his way. 24 He may stumble, but he won't fall headlong, for ADONAI holds him by the hand.

25 I have been young; now I am old; yet not once have I seen the righteous abandoned or his descendants begging for bread. 26 All day long he is generous and lends, and his descendants are blessed. 27 If you turn from evil and do good, you will live safely forever. 28 For ADONAI loves justice and will not abandon his faithful; they are preserved forever. But the descendants of the wicked will be cut off. 29 The righteous will inherit the land and live in it forever.

30 The mouth of the righteous articulates wisdom, his tongue speaks justice. 31 The Torah of his God is in his heart; his footsteps do not falter. 32 The wicked keeps his eye on the righteous, seeking a chance to kill him. 33 But ADONAI will not leave him in his power or let him be condemned when judged.

34 Put your hope in ADONAI, keep to his way, and he will raise you up to inherit the land. When the wicked are cut off, you will see it. 35 I have seen a wicked man wielding great power, flourishing like a shade tree in its native soil. 36 But I passed by again, and he was no longer there; I looked for him, but he could not be found.

37 Observe the pure person, consider the upright; for the peaceful person will have posterity. 38 But transgressors will all be destroyed; the posterity of the wicked will be cut off. 39ADONAI is the one who saves the righteous; he is their stronghold in time of trouble. 40ADONAI helps them and rescues them, rescues them from the wicked and saves them; because they take refuge in him.

Have a moment of worship:"Enough" By Chris Tomlin

Computers can drive you crazy!

2011-10-19T22:32:00.000-05:00

Rats! I was writing a scathingly brilliant blog piece and I hit some keys by accident and boom! It was gone! And for some unknown cosmic reason, it was not automatically saved....grrr! For the life of me, I cannot remember what I had written, and it would have been the best yet! :)

Oh well, Blessings to all! Hope you are having a great day!

Weekly Photos Challenge: Comfort!

2011-10-13T16:27:00.000-05:00

Group Hug...waiting for a loved one to pass on to Glory.

Weekly Photo Challenge: Sunset!

2011-10-03T21:17:00.000-05:00

“If I can put one touch of rosy sunset into the life of any man or woman, I shall feel that I have worked with God.” ~ G.K. Chesteron

Weekly Photo Challenge: Fall!

2011-09-27T14:26:00.000-05:00


Delicious autumn! My very soul is wedded to it, and if I were a bird I would fly about the earth seeking the successive autumns. ~ George Eliot

Salted for Destiny

2011-09-23T11:04:00.002-05:00

This morning, sitting in a hotel room in Waco, Tx, I was praying in the Spirit with all my heart. Suddenly, I had the overwhelming sensation of being in the belly of a great big whale. Just as suddenly, I felt myself being powerfully regurgitated into my destiny, on the shores of the biggest journey of my life!

I am powerfully aware of a great shift in my life. Something has been launched and I am in reverential awe as I anticipate this day and the rest of my life.

I have been meditating recently on Ezekiel 47 and the River of Life. This has been my husband's and my theme scripture for our ministry. We wanted to stay in the deep, over our heads waters that bring healing to the nations.
The scripture that the Lord illuminated to me was the 11th verse, "But its swamps and marshes will not be healed; they will be given over to salt."

I realized that if I do not stay in the flow of the river, but get sidetracked into the miry places, I will not be in the healing flow or be used by God for healing. Yet even in the miry places God is merciful. In the Torah, the salt covenant is one of the most awesome. Read this excerpt from this website:

http://www.homeworship101.com/fyi_salt_covenant.htm

"YHWH’s Salt Covenant (Hebrew, b'rith melah), is the most extraordinary of all HIS Covenants. It is symbolic of endurance, preservation, and freedom from corruption. It is a perfect picture of our CREATOR, and it is sprinkled liberally on HIS Ancient Path to preserve it and keep it pure. The Salt Covenant is rich in spiritual symbolism, and so important that for those who can see, it is visually demonstrated by the salting of the Temple sacrifices, which was to perpetually remind the faithful of their solemn Covenant responsibility to YHWH (Num.18:19). YHWH instructed the Israelites that every sacrifice, including grain offerings, was to be seasoned with salt as a sign of their Covenant with HIM (Lev. 2:13, Ezek. 43:23-24). Even the Holy ingredients used for the incense offering were to have salt added. "You shall make of these an incense, a compound according to the art of the perfumer, salted, pure and holy" (Ex. 30:34-35). Salt, like the rainbow, is a sign of our CREATOR. "

I have been in a miry place lately. I realized today as I felt myself been cast upon a new shore, that I have been spending much time, like Lot's wife, looking back. I have been lost in memories of loved ones long gone. I have been keeping my eyes in the past when God wants me to keep my eyes on Him and the destiny He created me for.

The reason I felt compelled to share this with you , is I am a prophetic person. I have learned through the years, that what I am experiencing in the right now moments, is not just for me, but is a prophetic word for others.

I believe if you are reading this today, that you are being launched out of the place where you have been stuck and if you are willing, God will lead you on a journey that will change the world!

You have been salted by God to become rich in endurance, preservation and freedom from corruption!

Get ready, get ready, get ready!

"For I know the thoughts I think toward you", says the Lord, "thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me, and I will listen to you. And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart." Jeremiah 29:11-13

Do not fear! God is doing a new thing! He is equipping you even now! Do you not feel it?

Blessings, Anna Marie ps read the following post for more on salt!

http://drm7.blogspot.com/2009/08/more-thoughts-on-salt.html

Weekly Photo Challenge: Faces!

2011-09-22T00:36:00.000-05:00

Some of my favorite faces!

My Abba, by Anonymous

2011-09-19T21:37:00.000-05:00

My Abba

A time away – a moment of peace

Nature sings, hums, and bubbles all around me

As I listen for you, my Abba

In this moment – in this time

Your presence is real – it is palpable

As I hear you, my Abba

Why is it then – why do I fail

To stop and hear you each day; fail to feel your presence

In my daily life, my Abba

As I rush and as I fret

You travel with me patiently

At my feverish pace, my Abba

A time away – a moment of peace

As telephones ring and emails arrive

I pray that I may notice you are there

And stop to say hello

My Abba, my Abba, My precious and faithful Abba.

Who Else Wants to Blog a Day? No Way... LOL!

2011-09-14T12:14:00.004-05:00

I really wanted to. I tried. I failed. But! I am picking myself up, and dusting my fingers and keyboard off, and beginning again.

I am a huge fan of second and third and umpteen chances. Until they sprinkle my ashes into the Black Canyon of the Gunnison, I will never give up!

Speaking of the Black Canyon, has anyone else out there ever been there? It is completely beautiful. My husband, Jack, and I, in our foolish, newly-wedded blissful state, crawled over the edge and climbed down to sit on a tiny ledge, with our feet dangling almost two thousand feet above ground! (It was an awesome spot to share a breath-taking kiss!) ;=)) What a difference thirty+ years make...now I would freak out if the grandkids got too near the edge!

Some day, I want to ride the donkeys down into the Grand Canyon. I have been blessed to see it from the north rim and the south rim.
I even like little canyons. We had a "secret" canyon on my mother-in-law's property near La Grange, TX. It cut down into the earth about thirty feet. At the base of the canyon was a dry creek-bed that would flood during a good rainstorm. We spent many happy hours exploring and looking for artifacts and unusual rocks. Found several nice arrowheads and and a fossil or two. I am looking forward to some cooler weather, so I can take my grandkids exploring for earthen treasures. (Not too close to any steep cliff-edges!)

The crispy early morning air, just begs me to explore.
Strolling down the earthen path, I feel my spirit soar.
The dusty road has left me notes about my nighttime friends.
There're little fawn feet, racoon hands and all around the bend,
I even see a slither trail, I'm glad it's gone before!

Blessings!

Photos - 2011 05 Art Car Parade Lineup for Orange Show in Houston, TX

2011-09-14T08:31:00.000-05:00

Encourage the artist within!

Photos - 2011 05 Art Car Parade Lineup for Orange Show in Houston, TX:

'via Blog this'

Weekly Photo Challenge: Textured!

2011-09-11T22:06:00.001-05:00

Nothing says textured like Ice Sculpture!

Or...Princess Gravel!

What Really Matters?

2011-09-11T21:18:00.000-05:00

Today the challenge from WordPress blog a day was to remember something important you have lost.

When it comes down to it, the only "things" important that I have lost are people. Nothing in this life is more precious than the people God has placed in our lives. When we truly boil it all down, we can lose everything that we have worked all our lives for, but if we still have our loved ones, we consider ourselves most blessed.

Love is the most enduring substance there is. As I watched the stories of the the First Responders of 911, what stood out powerfully was the intensity of saving life. Two brothers re-united reduced me to tears.

My prayer is, that I never forget to honor and cherish my relationships with the people that God has placed in my life, from the closest to the acquaintance.

Even the Facebook friends I have learned to love are a blessing to me. Thank You, Jesus for the intense reminders of how much You love us and how much You want us to love.

As Through Fire...

2011-09-06T15:12:00.002-05:00

The air around my house is smoke-filled; the acrid smell so strong, it woke me up at 4:30 this morning. I rushed to the door to see if the fires had come to us. Gratefully, we are not among the victims.

Right now, Texas is on fire. The merciless drought and the high winds have culminated in devastation. I am watching the stories of terrible loss, grown men crying, but looking ahead to re-build. Bastrop, TX looks like a war-zone.

My heart hurts for those who have lost everything. I pray for their families. There have not been any reports of deaths, which is a blessing.

I remember a couple, in our church back in the eighties, who returned home from a trip to see their house in ashes on the ground, and fire-fighters finishing their work. As they stood there holding each other, all they could say was, “We are so grateful we still have each other.” They had lived in that place for their entire married life, over 30 years. Every photo, every memento, gone, but they were able to comprehend, in that moment, what truly mattered to them, their love for each other.

I have never forgotten that night. It gives me hope for those suffering right now. I pray that they will be fortified with hope and the outpouring of love and help from the community.

Watching these terrifying events unfold has had me reflecting on the words of Paul in 1Corinthians 3:10-15:

"According to the grace of God given to me, like a skilled master builder I laid a foundation, and another man is building upon it. Let each man take care how he builds upon it.11 For no other foundation can any one lay than that which is laid, which is Jesus Christ. 12 Now if any one builds on the foundation with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, straw-- 13 each man's work will become manifest; for the Day will disclose it, because it will be revealed with fire, and the fire will test what sort of work each one has done. 14 If the work which any man has built on the foundation survives, he will receive a reward. 15 If any man's work is burned up, he will suffer loss, though he himself will be saved, but only as through fire." RSV

It is difficult to imagine the devastation that can be left by fire until you see it in reality. When it utterly destroys a building, the only things that remain are the foundation (if it was properly built), those things that were fireproof, and the Human parts that make the home: the love, the memories, the people.

As I am searching my heart today, I am asking the Lord to reveal to me anything that I am building that is not fireproof. I am asking that He teaches me how to properly construct every detail of my life and ministry, so that I only use the most precious stones and purest gold and silver. Basically, what I know to be true, for me, is people are all that really matter. Helping people to come to know and love their God, come to know and love themselves, and come to know and love others, is the greatest treasure in my life. If I lost everything else, it would be okay, as long as those remain.

We Can be Happy!

2011-09-03T13:05:00.001-05:00

This tiny pink flower is less than 1/4 inch wide in the bloom
and maybe 1 in. tall. Hope in a dry thirsty land!

"The deepest secret in our heart of hearts is that we are writing because we love the world."

I found this beautiful quote by Natalie Goldberg in my favorite book on writing, The Right to Write, by Julia Cameron. Ms. Cameron has such a love for writing, but even more she oozes encouragement to the rest of us.
She reminds us that we all have a voice. And it is through sharing our words that we connect to each other.

I have so fallen in love with the awesome power of the Internet to connect me with people who are faceless to me, but whom I know, because we share ourselves through our writing. It has an eternal feel to it. Just as prayer we send out for people, who we only know by a name from an e-mail, or Facebook, or Twitter, and we may not ever know the impact of until we meet again in Glory, these blogs reach other's hearts and minds in a way we may never know, but it is felt in the Soul. It is a form of brotherly love.

In her book, Ms. Cameron suggests making a list of those things that bring you happiness. Her suggestion is for 50. That may be tough to do, but I would encourage you to give it a try. I have been working on my list for awhile. I am still not up to 50. I was shocked at that. I am a rather happy person by nature, but this exercise made me realize that I have to be more intentional in my life.

I am going to share the top ten from my list for you, as a pump primer. The items don't have to be profound or complex, just straight from your heart. Try it. You 'll like it! Try to write them down as they pop in your head.

1. Being lost in worship
2. The faces of my grand-children
3. The Beach Boys or John Denver Beach Boys- Wouldn't it be nice? (Click here to hear one of my favs!)
4. When my husband tells me I look pretty
5. Finding a flower growing in the midst of a drought (Hence, the picture at the top of this blog.)
6. The perfect slice of pizza
7. Sharing with others the ways God has touched my life
8. Making snow-angels
9. E-mails from my cousin George (And he will surely say something about being at the end of this list! LOL)
10. When someone tells me they liked something I have written....that really floats my boat!

Blessings, Your soul-sista, Anna Marie

Thirsty? Stop in for a drink of living water!: Weekly Photo Challenge: Up!

2011-09-02T14:08:00.000-05:00

Thirsty? Stop in for a drink of living water!: Weekly Photo Challenge: Up!: Up above San Diego! Nothing like a bird's-eye view to put your life into perspective!

Weekly Photo Challenge: Up!

2011-09-02T05:34:00.000-05:00

Up above San Diego!
Nothing like a bird's-eye view to put your life into perspective!

Return to Me

2011-08-30T19:52:00.003-05:00

Have you ever awakened in the morning with a dark cloud of depression around you? It makes you feel hopeless and unable to get out of bed. Depression is one of the tools the enemy has used against me in my life. I remind myself, when "it" comes at me, that I am on a journey and that I have the victory over all the power of the enemy. Sometimes, I have to slug through some sludge, to get to the Light.

This morning was such a time. Lying in bed, unable to move, imprisoned by emotions of grief and intense "aloneness," I cried out to the Lord, " I just need to hear Your voice." As I lay there, worrying about all these issues running through my mind, I heard Him speak:

"Anna Marie, Anna Marie, you are worried about many things, but

only one thing is needed, come and sit with me and learn from me." (Luke 10:41)

Tears began to flow as I felt His Holy Presence. The depression evaporated, and I felt so loved and surrounded by Love. I realized that I had been caught up in worry and busyness. I had not taken the time to sit with my Heavenly Father, and be filled up with His love. As I opened my Bible, and began to read, fresh understanding was there for me. I am renewed.

And, as it almost always happens, everyone I prayed with today, or ministered to, was suffering from depression or anxiety. It is beneficial to have training in the trenches of life. If we let Him, God turns our pain and sorrows into glory for others on the Way.

Blessings, dear ones. May you be lifted up and filled with Joy this day!

The Road Less Traveled

2011-08-28T14:07:00.001-05:00

About a week ago, I decided to walk like my grand-dog, walking in crazy circles through underbrush and trails barely seen, as part of my exercise routine. It has made me feel like a kid again!

As she and I were out on our daily walk, I saw her at this cross road... if you look closely there is a set of tire tracks diverging to the left. Up from the recesses of my memory came the poem of Robert Frost, The Road Not Taken, and his words:

" I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference."

This poem had a significant impact on me when I was in grade school. I don't remember how old I was, but I remember reading this poem and deciding to always take the less traveled road.

As I reflected, walking with Cocoa, I realized that the times I had followed the profound verse of Mr. Frost, my life had been the most fulfilling. They were never easy, but always good. The times I had followed the easy path, I would find myself in a rut.

I never thought that walking like a dog would bring me back to myself. But it has, "and that has made all the difference!"

Weekly Photo Challenge: Flowers!

2011-08-20T22:19:00.000-05:00

Went on a search for flowers today. What a snipe hunt! There was not a flower to be seen...it is so hot and dry! So I thought, hey! cemeteries usually have flowers...off I went in hope. I decided to try to find the grave of Ima Hogg, a Texas philanthropist, who was laid to rest in Austin, TX at the historic Oakwood Cemetery. Sadly, the place is rundown and there were no markers to point the way. I am going to try again when it is cooler!

I met a very elderly gentleman who was watering a plant and the grass around his mother's grave. She had been gone over 30 years, and he was the last living relative. I was so touched by the obvious care!

These flowers looked very lovely! Silk! It's not my best photo, I forgot to bring my camera!! Took this with my phone. I am telling you, the heat is frying my brain!!

I think a flower photo challenge would be better in the Spring for us Texans! Just sayin'....
Blessings!

Jesus has always caused trouble!

2011-08-16T13:32:00.001-05:00

Matthew 2:1-3
1 Now when Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of Herod the king, behold, Wise-men from the east came to Jerusalem, saying, 2 Where is he that is born King of the Jews? For we saw his star in the east, and are come to worship him. 3 And when Herod the king heard it, he was troubled, and all Jerusalem with him. (Emphasis mine)

Jesus has always caused trouble! Even when He was born, in a time with no TV, internet, or cell phone communication, the news of His manifesting spread across the known world! God has His ways of getting the Word out! And the enemy wants to stop it! You can almost gauge how true a visitation of the Lord is by the opposition that is stirred against it.

I had never noticed the second part of verse three before: "and all Jerusalem with him." According to historians, Jerusalem at the time of Christ's birth had a population between 30,000- 50,000, not counting the pilgrims who would come to worship. Even if this passage is only referring to the leaders of the city that is still a significant number. Imagine, everyone stirred up and troubled by what should have brought the greatest of rejoicing to the Jews: their Messiah had come!

Recently, our Governor of Texas, called for a solemn assembly, a day of prayer and fasting, at the Reliant Stadium in Houston, TX. I thought that the stadium would be filled to overflowing, just from the Christians who live in the city of Houston. Instead, there was an outcry against the event, not just from non-Christians, which was to be expected, but from Christians whom I have had considerable respect for. The judgement and presupposition of what it was all about was astounding! Instead of rejoicing, coming to see, and to let their voices and prayers be heard, they condemned. They were "troubled." I have been particularly sad about the voices of condemnation. But this passage helps me to realize that some things will never change until Jesus returns, and His Kingdom is once and for all established.

The videos can be seen at http://theresponseusa.com/ through the end of August. I hope that if you read this blog, you will check it out for yourself. Just imagine, if the news spread through the city of Jerusalem without video archives, how many in the country and around the world could be affected in our time!

Blessings and Peace, Anna Marie

Weekly Photo Challenge: Refreshing!

2011-06-28T08:31:00.000-05:00

The Lord is my Shepherd...He leads me beside the still waters...and refreshes my soul!
Looking to Him I see my reflection more clearly!

Weekly Photo Challenge: Worn!

2011-06-23T00:18:00.001-05:00

In Spring and Summer the trees wear the leaves, but in the

fall they

are worn by the

ground; a beautiful, artistic expression of nature!

60 Day Health Challenge

2011-06-19T07:00:00.000-05:00

Day 40!

Reconnecting!

2011-06-19T06:49:00.001-05:00

Me speaking at the 2006 OSL Conference in New Jersey

This week is the North American OSL Healing Conference. The OSL stands for the International Order of St. Luke the Physician. Every year we get together from all over North America to learn, and pray, and rejoice over our God who heals us. It is like a family reunion for the Body of Christ! This year we are meeting in San Diego, California. We have wonderful speakers and leaders this year. Jack and I are glad to be a part of it, leading a workshop.
(It is not too late to sign up!)
Click here for registration info.)

I am getting so excited to see old friends and make new ones! Every time we get together, God shows out! A few years ago, a woman was healed of blindness...instantly! It was very dramatic! But there are the small thing that happen, too. Back's are healed, knees made new, painful memories are transformed, relationships are healed...the list is endless.

I get happy just thinking about it, yet as I am sitting here writing this blog, and getting ready to send it out into the universe, I am realizing that each new day holds the same excitement, if I just expect it. Every day is a new chance to reach out and reconnect with loved ones, and make new friends. Each new day is another opportunity to watch God show out! Part of the reason that conferences are so spectacular is that we go with expectancy and intentionality.

Lord, help me to be intentional for You today. Help me to have an expectancy that You are going to do wondrous things through me this day. Father, in the name of Jesus, I ask You to guide my steps and words and actions this day. Let me show up at the meeting with a brand new healing testimony to share! Thank You for living in me. Thank You for loving me. I hope You will enjoy our conference, too, Abba! xoxox Anna Marie

Weekly Photo Challenge: Morning!

2011-06-10T23:43:00.000-05:00

As I watched the sun rise, I was in awe that the mist on the water moved towards the sun!

Glory Day!!

Weekly Photo Challenge: Numbers!

2011-06-06T21:28:00.000-05:00

135

These numbers represent hope and healing and joy to thousands who have come here for healing prayer.

Christ Healing Center, 135 W. Olmos Drive. San Antonio, TX.

Weekly Photo Challenge: Tiny!

2011-05-21T21:22:00.000-05:00

Even the tiniest person can dream!

The Perspective of Community!

2011-05-14T20:53:00.002-05:00

I love taking photos. I love the way a camera focuses my vision. When you get behind the lens of a camera, you are always looking for that perfect shot. I am sometimes amazed at the things I see in a picture that I missed in real view; for example, the expressions on faces of people in the background, the bugs on the flowers, and sometimes even optical illusions that demonstrate the power of perspective!

I have an incredibly talented cousin, Karen, who takes some of the most creative photos I have ever seen. She taught me the power of perspective. She and her husband both love to take pictures looking up at things, buildings, faces etc. What it makes me think of, is how our perspective changes when we look up to God. He is the Creator, and when we look at things with His point of reference we see new possibilities.

This past Tuesday, I had such an aha moment. As I was talking to God, He gave me the idea of blogging my health plan. I have learned that everything in my life goes better when I am in Community; when I walk out my journey with brothers and sisters. I am held accountable to my life. When I live "in the Light as He is in the Light, I have fellowship with them, and the Blood of Jesus cleanses me from all sin." (paraphrase of 1 John: 1:7.)

This means I am cleansed in a way which removes those ways in which I miss the mark, through my transparency with my Community, and submission to their holding me accountable in ways that may not happen when I walk alone.

This was a new perspective for me. I have always tried to get healthy on my own. Never before have I shared my thoughts and habits and struggles with others as I am doing through this blog:

www.60dayhealthchallenge.com.

I have felt the difference in knowing I am accountable. Now, I know that this is not a new concept to many of you. Groups like Weight Watchers have helped millions. But this is different for me. I am asking God about everything I do and eat, and don't do or eat. I am feeling His good pleasure as I turn all these decisions over to Him. I don't think I have ever felt this free before or this empowered!

Today I worked the polls for our city-wide election. My coworkers came loaded for bear! They brought honey-buns, cookies, nuts etc... As I asked the Lord about the goodies, thinking that 'this is a special day,' wanting to participate in mindless snacking, I realized He was saying, "Really? You want to eat that junk???"
Suddenly, none of it appealed. I was actually repelled by the thought of putting all that junk in my body, and my day became so easy! It actually got funny! They kept saying, "You sure you don't want anything??" They even sent out for ice cream! I had absolutely NO desire for any of it!! This is so new! I felt so blessed and empowered!

My perspective has positively changed! I never want to eat anything without asking Jesus about it again! What was truly the icing on the cake for me...(I need to change my metaphors) was when about 30 minutes after my friends consumed their ice cream, they were complaining about how miserable they felt! I tried quite hard not to fall into the sin of smug! LOL!

Blessing y'all!! Anna Marie

Even the Cactus Blooms!

2011-05-10T21:06:00.000-05:00

I am encouraged by watching nature! Even when I feel my very worst, I see the prickly pear cactus. Normally, the cactus is looking really bad: boring color, spiky thorns and non-descript. But in due season, it blooms and there is nothing more lovely.

Today, I woke up feeling like the blooming cactus. Had the idea of starting a blog to journal my progress over the next 60 days as I live into the bloom! I have the need to be held accountable for my decision. I used to get that from a runner's group I belonged to. But now my life is too crazy to meet others on Saturdays to run. So you all are my new group! I have already heard from a few that are joining me on the challenge.

If anyone else wants to join, just go to www.60dayhealthchallenge.blogspot.com Leave your name and blog address(If you have one) in the comment section. Become a follower of the blog and share the link on your Facebook Let me know you have done it and I will add your name to a drawing for a free book, God's Healing River and a bracelet. The drawing will be after the 60 days are up.

Let us know what you are doing for your challenge and any prayer requests you have as we go along.

Just think, by July 10 we will be gorgeous and healthy and energized!!!

Blessings, Anna Marie

Weekly Photo Challenge: Wildlife!

2011-05-07T14:42:00.000-05:00

"Are You My Momma?"

urbanpastures: Copper Tree of Life - May Give Away.

2011-05-02T07:49:00.000-05:00

urbanpastures: Copper Tree of Life - May Give Away.

Check out this lovely art, and get a chance to win a piece!

Words to Bless and Heal the Body of Christ!

2011-05-01T10:57:00.000-05:00

At a recent OSL Healing Conference, in Dallas, TX, The Lord instructed us to open the microphone to the people and have them share the thing that was most burning in their hearts. I have posted the video link to watch, but thought that you may enjoy a summary. Check out the video when you can. It is a beautiful display of God's glory on His children! Healing Conference, St. Luke's Dallas, TX click here for video!

Many have been in darkness this year. It has been hard. But just wait! Dawn is coming- Jesus is rising!
Could you sleep if there was just one poisonous snake loose in your house? Spiritual housekeeping is needed. Are we satisfied with little things, with little visitations? We are capable of ALL of God, because with the Light of Christ we are able to perceive!
Be EXCITED!
Change. We are more than conquerors. We are coming out of the desert into an oasis. Those things we have travailed for are coming.
The time is now! We have secured the planning. We are on the mountaintop...we ALL have to go! What are we waiting for? We must arise! We are crucifying Him (Jesus) by not not speaking!! Open your gate! Ephphathah! (Greek) Be opened!
The following was a song sung by the Spirit: Do not fear my children. Come to Me. I Am with you right now. I love you all so much! Receive My love.
A testimony of healing: "I had an irritated finger for three years. I spoke to the Lord and asked Him to show me His power. Instantly, my finger was healed!"
Another song, sung in response to God: I love You, Lord. And I lift my voice, to worship You, oh, my soul, rejoice! Take joy my King, in what You hear. May it be a sweet, sweet sound, in Your ear.
"Whenever I do what He tells me to do, I am blessed!"
Committed Christians must come out of the closet and share the Gospel. Confront and challenge those who are not speaking the truth. (In Love) God has so much to teach us.
I read a prophetic word that I had blogged previously. Click here to read it! Assemble the Elders! Wisdom is arising! Joel 1:2. Prepare to be poured out! Lift up and gather the elders and walk into our maturity!
A response showed the truth of the previous post: A woman, advanced in years stepped forward and shared how she was raising up a new OSL Chapter. Interested in healing? Check out this organization!
Remember! A conversation is 1/2 listening, not all talking! This applies to our conversations with God as well!
One woman shared she had been praying for her husband to receive the Lord. Two days before he died, he prayed with a minister! Never give up!
Giving: A woman prayed for a giving heart. Had the realization that EVERYTHING we have is God's. She had a total release! "It's not mine, we are entrusted with it; money, time, whatever! Let it go with joy! We are of the Kingdom of God. He will resource us!
A woman had her knee healed!
Wisdom from an elder clergy spouse. "God is first, I am second and and the church is third! This is how marriage should be, especially in clergy families." (May I say, God is everything and it all falls into place.)
From an older fellow: "God looks for people who are not even looking for Him! 3 years ago, I wasn't looking, but He found me and I was born again, saved! 2 years ago, I was healed of a life-time of smoking! He is present always!"
Live an open life!

These were just some of the gems of wisdom that came forth. It is summed up in John 13:34: "A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another; as I have loved you , that you also love one another."

And again, in John 20:21: "Jesus said to them again, 'Peace to you! As the Father sent Me, I also send you...receive the Holy Spirit'."

Retire or Re-fire?

2011-04-27T08:17:00.002-05:00

^{Joshua 13:1}
¹NOW JOSHUA was old and gone far in years [over 100], and the Lord said to him, You have grown old and are gone far in years, and very much of the land still remains to be possessed.

God has a different retirement plan for us than we have! Here's Joshua, over 100 years old, and his commission to posses the land has not been accomplished. God doesn't say,
"Good job, Josh, you have really worked hard. Time to relax and let the younger ones take over. Go play some golf and enjoy some fishing."

No, He gives him instructions on how to divide the land among the tribes and to get going!

I cannot seem to get away from the word the Lord gave me, to assemble the elders. Lately, He has been putting elders in my path and telling me to encourage them to take their place in the Body. Some of the most faithful and powerful prayer warriors we have at our healing center are over the age of 70! We learn much from them. Yesterday, a woman in her 90's showed up and wants to be of service!

I have had an awakening in my own heart, that I am really just getting started, after serving the Lord for almost 40 years. Much of my walk has been stumbling in the dark. I have had a few falls, bloodied knees and a broken heart. Yet I rejoice! I have obtained much wisdom and discernment. I have just realized that all which has gone before has been my boot-camp!

The greatest lesson I have learned is, duh, don't walk outside of the Light! "but if we walk in the Light as He Himself is in the Light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus His Son cleanses us from all sin." 1 John 1:7

Join with me today. Let us go out, with the Light of Jesus surrounding us, filling us and directing our path, and see what beautiful encounters we can have as we advance the Kingdom of God! Alleluia! He is risen!

My Dogs are Barkin'!

2011-04-23T21:33:00.000-05:00

My dogs are barkin' and I am not talking about animals! I went for a jog/walk with Katheen and the grandkids and the granddog, and my feet hurt! Why is it always so much easier to get out of shape than to get in shape?

It is true is every area of my life. Entropy is one of my least favorite laws of the universe!! I wonder if by the end of my life I will have learned that there is no way around it? I must either advance or decline. Work or enter into sloth. No wonder sloth is one of the seven deadly sins! Becoming a couch potato leads to certain death!

So, as I entertain thoughts of competing in the Tough Mudder, I am forcing myself to get out on the road and go! (I am seriously re-thinking this...just found out there are live wires that shock you at the end!) The dogs will just have put a muzzle on! I am not quitting!!

Huff, puff, huff, puff.......

The power of the Testimony and a Teaching on the Kingdom of God!

2011-04-22T23:59:00.000-05:00

http://christhealingcenter.ning.com/video/atmosphere-of-heaven-dallas

Click link for wonderful testimonies and teaching!

The Terrible Price

2011-04-21T23:17:00.000-05:00

Tonight, Jack and I, and a friend we invited, attended the Maundy Thursday service at our church.
I knew going in it would rip my heart out, and it did.

For those of you not in a liturgical church, it is the day we commemorate the Last Supper.
It is the Christian version of Passover. This is where Jesus, after observing the Passover supper with His disciples, took the bread and broke it, and told His friends this was His Body which was broken for them. Then He took the cup of wine and said, "This is my Blood of the new covenant. Drink this as often as you will, in remembrance of Me."

It's difficult to explain what happened to me, but I had a powerful experience with God, singing a song I learned the first year I was a Christian, 1973. Let us Break Bread Together on our Knees.

"Let us break bread together on our knees.
Let us break bread together on our knees.
When I fall on my knees with my face to the rising sun,
O Lord, have mercy on me.
Let us drink wine together on our knees.
Let us drink wine together on our knees.
When I fall on my knees with my face to the rising sun,
O Lord, have mercy on me.
Let us praise God together on our knees.
Let us praise God together on our knees.
When I fall on my knees with my face to the rising sun,
O Lord, have mercy on me." American Folk song

As I was singing and worshiping my Jesus, suddenly, I realized the ordeal that was facing Jesus as He said those words. He knew the suffering He was going to go through. If you have seen the movie the Passion of the Christ, by Mel Gibson, you have experienced vicariously only an i'nth of His torment.

Suddenly, I felt my spirit falling to my knees in worship as I saw myself receiving Communion. I could have no other response. Kneeling as a custom vanished, and my heart was overwhelmed with such gratitude, I do not have words to express. I saw the disciples having the first Communion service after the death and resurrection of Jesus. I could see their faces in total worship, total thanksgiving, total comprehension of Jesus' words at that last meal they shared with their Lord.

All I can say is Thank You Jesus! You paid a terrible price for me. Oh that I may live my life in such a way that says Thank You always.... I love You, Lord.

Prepare YE THE wAY OF THE lORD! (gODSPELL)

2011-04-17T09:51:00.000-05:00

Why Blog Your Thoughts?

2011-04-16T10:18:00.001-05:00

"The proper rewards are not simply tacked on to the activity for which they are given, but are the activity itself in consummation."
~ C.S. Lewis, The Weight of Glory

So true!! I love C.S. Lewis, he states the not so obvious with such beauty and elegance! Blogging is kind of like this quote. I love to get the reward of feedback from readers, but the true reward is the blogging itself. There is something about putting one's thoughts down in written form that brings clarity and reality to those thoughts.

There have been thoughts that flow from the stream of words, whether through pen and paper or through the typing of the keyboard, that have ministered to me in such a way, that I have known it was not I , but my Father in heaven speaking to me. Words that challenge me to come up higher. Words that entice me to love more and live expansively.

Writing helps me to see the beauty and the pain around me more keenly. It has given wings to my dreams and at times brought me back from the pit of despair. (Writing on the computer has also shown me what a lousy speller I am! LOL, and enabled me to laugh at my own jokes!)

I have discovered that I tend to fulfill those dreams I blog about. There is an accountability that comes by sharing with the world your intentions. I would not have run the Bluebell 5k this year if not for blogging about it. My usual running buddies couldn't make it. And as much as I love you guys...you know who you are... I am glad you couldn't, because spending the day with my precious grandson and enjoying his first fun run would not have happened otherwise!

So, I will continue to blog. I will continue to run. I will finish my race. God willing, I will die with running shoes on my feet and a pen or camera in my hand! Blessings Ya'll! Anna Marie

Question: Do you blog or journal about your life and interests? Why or why not?

Weekly Photo Challenge: Lines

2011-04-16T06:50:00.000-05:00

I took this photo in Manitou Springs, CO. 2011. I liked the lines! Didn't know there would be a photo challenge about it! :))

If Only!

2011-04-15T11:06:00.002-05:00

If only! Small words, big emotions. Regret is a powerful feeling. The Bible calls it Godly sorrow that leads us to repent, or change the way we think and act. There are few emotions that have the power to bring change into the way we act or think like regret. I think I remember every action I have done that brought me to regret.

When I was very young, I had a teacher that I adored. I would always hang back in class when the other kids had left, just to get to talk with her one on one for a bit. Mrs. Holstrom. Second grade, Glenside Weldon elementary school, Glenside , PA. She was very grandmotherly. On the particular day of my first big regret, we had all been coloring pictures. During recess, Mrs. Holstrom had pinned all the pictures around the room for display. I was very proud of my coloring and was looking for a compliment. I noticed one picture in particular that was really scribbly.
"Who colored that one? It's not very good!" I asked smugly, expecting her to say something about how good mine was in comparison.

"I did! Now you just run along."

Regret for my words, shame and embarassment washed over me. I thought I had hurt her feelings. 'If only I could take my words back.' That regret moved me to an understanding, albeit very childlike, of how our words can wound. I thought of this incident for years. Always the same feeling of regret. It wasn't until I was grown, that I realized that she had said that on purpose, and that she had been protecting a classmate. I have tried to not say things to others that would bring hurt because of this lesson. Thank you Mrs. Holstrom.

Recently, I was driving home from Austin, to San Antonio, down Hwy 281. There is a place just across a truss bridge spanning the Guadalupe river that brings me twinges of regret every time I cross the bridge. In fact, that regret is what got me thinking about writing this blog.

Several years ago, it was Spring, and the Texas wildflowers were the most glorious I had ever seen. It had been a year with just the right amount of rain to bring forth rainbows of colors lining all our highways and byways. I was on my way from San Antonio to Austin in the early morning. As I approached the bridge, the sunlight was low in the eastern sky and hitting the tops of the incredibly lush bright yellow Primroses, dappled here and there with magenta Winecups, and pink and yellow Indian Blankets. It looked like the field between the divided highway was on fire! The sky was gorgeous, the road was empty and the truss bridge made a perfect backdrop. I had the urge to pull over and take some pictures. But, I was in a hurry. I told myself that I would stop on the way home....

On the way home, it was cloudy, the flowers were not glorious. Traffic was heavy. I knew I had missed my opportunity...slight regret set in. Ever the optimist, I planned to come back the next week at the same early morning hour and try again. Imagine my dismay the next week when I drove to my glory spot, and there, destroying the beauty, was the construction of a McDonald's restaurant and gas station! I literally cried. I realized, with great regret, I had missed a once in a lifetime opportunity! I feel the regret every time I cross that bridge. (I wonder how long it will be before they tear down the bridge and put up an ugly concrete bridge!)

Thinking of regret and how powerful a teacher it is, I am reminded of the scripture where Jesus tells us to consider the lilies, and the grass of the field and sparrows that fall in death. Here today, gone tomorrow. Our Father cares for them, but how much more for us. I feel such deep regret about missing an amazing photo op, but what about the missed moments when I have seen someone in need or troubled and I walked on by or drove on by, because I was in a hurry.

These are the missed opportunities to follow Jesus, and like the rich young ruler, I turned sorrowfully (regretfully) away, because I had too many commitments. How much more does that regret cause pain?
To think that my disobedience to the moment may have eternal consequences for someone. I hope the memory of these regrets will prick my heart before I avert my eyes. I thank God, that He works all things together for my good, because I love Him and am called by Him for His purposes. And He does the same for you, too. I am thankful for regret, because it has been my teacher. I try to never miss opportunities. I try to live in the moment. I may not have another. I pray I never shrink back from an opportunity from God to worship, to glory in His creation, to serve those in my path, daily.

There are those whose philosophy is to live life without regret. To not take a second thought for mistakes. I think that leads to a hard heart. And actually, I welcome regret, when I make mistakes, because it keeps me tender and humble. Thanks Papa God for Your mercy!

Blessings, Anna Marie

A preview of my upcoming book. Feedback please.

2011-04-11T14:59:00.000-05:00

Please click link to read two short intro paragraphs...feedback please.

Preview: Fasting for Freedom

We Did It!

2011-04-09T20:08:00.000-05:00

Brenham, TX. 8:45 am. Chay and I were there and rarin' to go! It was a challenge indeed. We were late to the registration and we had to park almost a mile from the high school where the starting line was. When we made it UP the hill to the HS we had to walk another 1/4 mile through the school to get to the registration table. Then another 1/2 mile to the start line. We were tired ~ The horn honked. We were off! Chay took off like a streak....Chay where are you in the sea of green t-shirts??? Whew, he looked over his shoulder for his gramma, and slowed down!

We were challenged the entire way. Do you know that Brenham is all hills? Both ways!

Towards the end we were facing yet another hill. There at the base of the hill were two precious high school students, members of the tennis team (the fun run was to benefit the athletic program,) Dallas and Morgan.
Dallas recognized that this little 8 year old was struggling to finish the race. Dallas began to cheer Chay on and then he decided to run with him! Dallas challenged Chay. "Common buddy! Let's go!" Chay took off with Dallas encouraged and inspired. We ran in to the high school finish line and Dallas and Morgan cheered Chay to the end!

If ever I am tempted to worry about our young people today, I will remember Dallas and Morgan. They really cared about this little stranger, Chay. They wanted him to run his race, and they were willing to come along side him to see win. God Bless those two.

As we crossed the finish line , we saw a huge crowd of cheering people. People that Jesus died for. People that may or may not know Him. People who care about others. I was overwhelmed with the knowledge of how much He loves them all.

Thank You, Jesus for loving us so much.

Chay was so proud of finishing his first 5k. He told several people on the looooong way back to the parking lot about it. :) May he be as proud of running his race in serving the Lord.

Tomorrow's the Run!

2011-04-08T18:08:00.001-05:00

I haven't been able to write since mom-in-love passed. Grief is a strange emotion. We all experience it differently. My tendency is go numb. Brain feels dead, heart feels dead. It is weird. I want to express it, but it's just silent. So, I decided to take the blog challenge to run a 5k race and blog or vlog about what I see when I cross the finish line. I must confess, it will more of a walk/shuffle for me, but I can do it. Tomorrow I am "running " the Brenham, TX Bluebonnet 5k. It's worth it just to get the t-shirt!!

Hopefully, this will spark my creative juices once again. I always hear the voice of Sean Connery in Finding Forrester, "Just write!" It can be true...if you blather long enough, you just may spit out a witticism. I am counting on the same to apply to writing. I guess we'll find out tomorrow!

Today I babysat my precious grandson, Joseph. He is almost two years old. Still likes to cuddle. I held him on my lap as he napped for 2 1/2 hours. I don't know a sweeter thing this side of heaven. He was delightful all day. I had a little fear and trepidation about keeping him that long. He is a momma's baby for sure, but he never fussed, just giggled and jabbered. I feel renewed.
Blessings, Anna Marie- the Marathon Grammabanana

Happy April Fool's Day!

2011-04-01T08:45:00.000-05:00

Here are the top 100 pranks of all time!

http://www.museumofhoaxes.com/hoax/aprilfool/P90/

Answered Prayer

2011-03-31T08:49:00.000-05:00

Yesterday morning, as I was leaving my house, I asked the Lord to let me reach at least one person that day for Him.

I went on my way, busy, busy, busy, completely forgetting about my prayer. It was a good day, an emotional day, as Jack and I shared with our team at the Christ Healing Center about Mary's last days and her funeral service. After our classes at the center, Jack took me out to Ya Ya's Thai restaurant...should be called Yum Yum's! After our delicious meal of pot stickers and spicy green curry, I decided to go to the mall to get some new makeup.

The most delightful woman assisted me at the Lancome counter in Macy's. Judy is her name. We began to chat and she asked me what I did for a living. When I told her that I prayed for people, that I loved Jesus, she asked me to pray for her husband Frank who had had a stroke that changed their lives considerably.

So, we prayed, right there in the department store, and I told her to expect the Lord to answer.

She said, " He already is! I asked Him this morning for more! And here you are!"
I remembered my prayer from the morning and replied, "I asked Him to make a difference for someone today, and here you are!"

We hugged about five times!!

What a good guy God is! He came through for me even though I completely lost my focus yesterday!

Vlog the End!

2011-03-30T18:28:00.002-05:00

Vlogging is fun. It is a new word for video blogging.

The challenge to blog everyday in 2011 includes vlogging. The latest challenge is to run a 5-k, and blog or vlog about it. I really like the idea! It doesn't have to be an official race, but the challenge is to share what you see as you reach the finish line.

Running has been such a valued part of my life, even though it has been years since I have run seriously.
This idea intrigues me, inspires me and infuses me with the desire to get out there again!

So, I am sorry, but I am going to inflict my running experience on all of you! Next week, after we get back from our Dallas conference, I am going to begin and figure out how to vlog my finish!! I am actually excited about it. Gotta find a cool place to run, so that ya'll won't be bored by what I video!!
LOL, I am feeling it!!

Eyes of Love

2011-03-30T10:05:00.000-05:00

This morning as I was thinking of the day ahead, and feeling a heaviness of loss in my chest, the Lord sent a memory into my mind.

It was the day my mom died and we received a phone call from our son's fiancée that they had been in a car wreck. I rushed to the hospital and when I saw my son lying on the gurney, I was entranced with what I observed: There he was, with a neck brace, gazing with intense love into his beloved's eyes, while she stroked his hair. What a picture of love and peace. Immediately, the Lord Jesus spoke to my heart, "Keep your eyes on me, adore me, let me adore you, and you not be consumed with pain."

I turn my eyes upon You this morning, Lord. I love You, and adore You. Help me love You more!

The Lord is my Shepherd by Keith Green

2011-03-29T18:45:00.000-05:00

In memory of Mary Sheffield.

Shepherd Me Oh God!

2011-03-28T20:49:00.002-05:00

A Life of Love

2011-03-22T19:27:00.000-05:00

It has been a wonderful journey, sitting in vigil, waiting for my husband's mom to "cross over." Sometimes it takes awhile for people to come to the point of jumping off.

Last Sunday, after almost a week of watching Mary fade away, I asked the Lord,"Why is it taking so long? She is hardly here, barely hanging on?" Clear as a bell I heard, "Her purpose is not fulfilled. She has more to accomplish." I had been praying for family members who were estranged. I knew with a certainty upon hearing these words, that reconciliation was on its way!

I was not disappointed. Each family member showed up to pay respects to Mary and each realized that family is important. All hard feelings disappeared as a mist in the sunlight and our family is healed.

Many years ago, wen my mother was alive, I looked for days to find a Mother's Day card that didn't define her worth by what she could do or had done for me. I wanted one that just celebrated who she was. She was totally incapacitated physically, but she was priceless to me. The world would have us believe that our worth is in our doing, and much of what we do is powerful, but ultimately we are valued by who we are. What we do in this life defines who we are and when we live for love, we become love.

We are eager to see what else will be accomplished by this awesome woman!

Thank you, Mom, Mary, Grandma, Great-grandma, great-great-grandma!

Love is All We Need

2011-03-19T23:47:00.001-05:00

Family is so important. How different my experience has been with the passing of my mom and the soon to be passing of my mom-in-love. When my mom died, there was only my sweet husband by her side. We did not have any warning. I thank God that Jack was there for Mom.

Mary, however, has been held in so much love. Her two beautiful granddaughters and I, and Jack, and others have held vigil for Mary Alice Black MCown Sheffield for several days now. It has been rich. We have reminisced about so many happy times and watched Mary glow. Nursing staff have blessed us in so many ways. A fellow resident, a woman who loved Mary, from the dining room stopped by and brought us all to tears with her blessing of Mary.

I hurt with my precious grandson tonight as he realized his "big-grandma" was leaving us. What a blessing this young man is in our life. I am filled with love knowing that every person, no matter how frail, or how unable to do for others, is cherished by one so young and so tender.

Lord, thank You for Mary Alice. She is one who was always there for her family. She never judged. She always loved, and for that I shall always be grateful.

Waiting: Reflections on birth and death.

2011-03-17T22:08:00.000-05:00

I remember the waiting...come soon, little one.
Each child I have been blessed to know has kept me waiting...
When will you be here?
I am anxious to meet you face to face, to feel your skin and hold you tight in my embrace!
The preparation...
Rooms to decorate, clothes to buy...
Softest blankets...anticipation.
Love to be enfolded and released!
Lives to be connected and unleashed!

And then you came.
Joy is so complete.

Dying is like that.
Our Father waits with bated breath for our new birth.
He longs to feel our skin and hold us tight in His embrace.
Soon...it will be soon.
"I am working out the perfect time for you to come.
Your room is almost finished and your garment has been bought by My own Son.
Anticipation grows in all our hearts
For you to come and be enfolded and released!
Forever to be connected and unleashed!
And so you'll come.
My Joy will be complete!"
Love, Abba

Lord Have Mercy

2011-03-15T21:33:00.000-05:00

Perspective. The devastation in Japan has certainly given me some. There have been times in my life as a Christian that I have lost sight of the fact that Jesus will someday return. When life is calm and good, I tend to get complacent. It is easy to forget that there are millions upon millions of people who do not know Jesus Christ is Lord and Savior. It is easy to play games and tell silly stories, share silly e-mails and in general live life at a very low level of purpose. But when confronted with the scale of death and destruction that has occurred in Japan, I am brought up short. Time is of the essence. Prayers are desperately needed for our fellowman.

My navel gazing has ceased and I am sending love and prayers to the people of Japan. Lord have mercy. Christ have mercy. Lord have mercy.

A Blog a Day??? Count the Cost!

2011-03-12T20:38:00.000-06:00

I committed to blogging everyday in 2011. I didn't take into account those days when I have completely poured myself out. Let this be a lesson to me: never promise something without counting the cost!
Jesus warned us about this. Luke 14: 27-33.

²⁷And whoever does not bear his cross and come after Me cannot be My disciple.²⁸For which of you, intending to build a tower, does not sit down first and count the cost, whether he has enough to finish it--²⁹lest, after he has laid the foundation, and is not able to finish, all who see it begin to mock him,³⁰saying, "This man began to build and was not able to finish.'³¹Or what king, going to make war against another king, does not sit down first and consider whether he is able with ten thousand to meet him who comes against him with twenty thousand?³²Or else, while the other is still a great way off, he sends a delegation and asks conditions of peace.³³So likewise, whoever of you does not forsake all that he has cannot be My disciple.

Granted, blogging is nowhere near the importance of war or building a tower, but the principle remains. Wisdom says, "Always count the cost!" I will fulfill my promise to the best of my ability, but tonight, I am too tired to think deep thoughts.

We had a glorious healing mission in Manitou Springs, CO. The people of God are beautiful and hungry for more of Him! I must spend some quality time with God and unpack all that He has done for us this weekend. I feel totally blessed. I never ceased to be blown away how God pours back many times over the blessings that we give out!

Good night all, and keep praying for the ones suffering in Japan! Anna Marie

Watch!

2011-03-11T20:23:00.000-06:00

from nationaljournal.com

In light of the devastation in Japan, it is hard to even think of anything to say about my own life. I just want to say that prayers are going up for you, Japan, and all who are the path of it's destruction.

Please read the following from the gospel of Mark 13: 3-37
The Signs of the Times and the End of the Age
^R61 ³ Now as He sat on the Mount of Olives opposite the temple, Peter, James, John, and Andrew asked Him privately,⁴"Tell us, when will these things be? And what will be the sign when all these things will be fulfilled?"
⁵And Jesus, answering them, began to say: "Take heed that no one deceives you.⁶For many will come in My name, saying, "I am He,' and will deceive many.⁷But when you hear of wars and rumors of wars, do not be troubled; for such things must happen, but the end is not yet.⁸For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be earthquakes in various places, and there will be famines and troubles.^F62 These are the beginnings of sorrows.
⁹"But watch out for yourselves, for they will deliver you up to councils, and you will be beaten in the synagogues. You will be brought ^F63 before rulers and kings for My sake, for a testimony to them.¹⁰And the gospel must first be preached to all the nations.¹¹But when they arrest you and deliver you up, do not worry beforehand, or premeditate ^F64 what you will speak. But whatever is given you in that hour, speak that; for it is not you who speak, but the Holy Spirit.¹²Now brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child; and children will rise up against parents and cause them to be put to death.¹³And you will be hated by all for My name's sake. But he who endures to the end shall be saved.

The Great Tribulation
^R62 ¹⁴ "So when you see the "abomination of desolation,' ^F65 spoken of by Daniel the prophet, ^F66 standing where it ought not" (let the reader understand), "then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains.¹⁵Let him who is on the housetop not go down into the house, nor enter to take anything out of his house.¹⁶And let him who is in the field not go back to get his clothes.¹⁷But woe to those who are pregnant and to those who are nursing babies in those days!¹⁸And pray that your flight may not be in winter.¹⁹For in those days there will be tribulation, such as has not been since the beginning of the creation which God created until this time, nor ever shall be.²⁰And unless the Lord had shortened those days, no flesh would be saved; but for the elect's sake, whom He chose, He shortened the days.
²¹"Then if anyone says to you, "Look, here is the Christ!' or, "Look, He is there!' do not believe it.²²For false christs and false prophets will rise and show signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect.²³But take heed; see, I have told you all things beforehand.

The Coming of the Son of Man
^R63 ²⁴ "But in those days, after that tribulation, the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light;²⁵the stars of heaven will fall, and the powers in the heavens will be shaken.²⁶Then they will see the Son of Man coming in the clouds with great power and glory.²⁷And then He will send His angels, and gather together His elect from the four winds, from the farthest part of earth to the farthest part of heaven.

The Parable of the Fig Tree
^R64 ²⁸ "Now learn this parable from the fig tree: When its branch has already become tender, and puts forth leaves, you know that summer is near.²⁹So you also, when you see these things happening, know that it ^F67 is near--at the doors!³⁰Assuredly, I say to you, this generation will by no means pass away till all these things take place.³¹Heaven and earth will pass away, but My words will by no means pass away.

No One Knows the Day or Hour
^R65 ³² "But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.³³Take heed, watch and pray; for you do not know when the time is.³⁴It is like a man going to a far country, who left his house and gave authority to his servants, and to each his work, and commanded the doorkeeper to watch.³⁵Watch therefore, for you do not know when the master of the house is coming--in the evening, at midnight, at the crowing of the rooster, or in the morning--³⁶lest, coming suddenly, he find you sleeping.³⁷And what I say to you, I say to all: Watch!"

I Lift My Eyes Up

2011-03-11T10:32:00.000-06:00

A Parable of Three Saplings

2011-03-10T23:31:00.001-06:00

God had not abandoned us, even though at times it felt like it.

My husband and I, our two young sons, and two frisky dogs, were living in Grapeland, TX The year was about 1984. We had recently built a home on the sandy soil, great for growing peanuts, which made Grapeland famous for it's annual Peanut Festival. The soil was so sandy it took much soil amendment to grow most plants.

In those days, we only had time and money to prepare the flower bed along the front of the house. I bought three fast growing saplings. and temporarily placed them in the bed until I could prepare their permanent spot in the yard.

A few days later, our little mutt, Binky, decided he wanted to eat tree! He bit off half of one of the trees, and another he gnawed off almost to the ground. Bad Binky! I trimmed the first tree with a clipper and the other... just wacked off to the ground...no hope for that one.

It was late in the winter, and my family was going through a time of severe trial, one I would never wish on anyone. Our youngest son, Stevie had been diagnosed with leukemia, and we were struggling through all that entails: the underlying fear of, "what if this doesn't work;" the pain of seeing your child suffer through the pain of treatment; the grief of knowing you are not able to be as fully there for big brother, knowing he is suffering as well, and the helplessness to change that; the the weariness of travel every week to a medical center hours from your home and back, suffering with the little one's pain of spinal taps and bone marrow tests, then dealing with the vomiting all the way home. These were just a few of the sorrows of that season of our life.

Suddenly Spring gave a tease, and the gorgeous weather prompted me to go dig the new homes for the young saplings. (Digging in the dirt is great therapy for what ails me.) After preparing the beds, I went to dig up the two remaining little trees. The first one was looking really well. It had lots of pretty, green leaves. I started to dig it up, but discovered it pulled up without any effort. I quickly transplanted it.

The second one was still looking pretty much like a stick. It had one little leaf trying to bud out. I gave it a tug, thinking it would easily be moved as well. It wouldn't budge. I started digging around it and discovered that it had grown roots twice as long as the first one and many more as well. I was astounded and remember the scripture about pruning: John 15:2

"Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit."

I got curious about the little tree that Binky had gnawed off. Searching the ground, I found it! There was a tiny green shoot coming forth! I got excited and began to dig...and dig...and dig! I could not get to the end of the roots. They extended several feet into the ground. I was absolutely unable to move that tree!

I sat down on the ground and began to weep, overcome with the revelation I was receiving from the Lord.

The beautiful, little tree that had been spared from damage was beautiful to look at, but had no root in itself. This is representative of the untested life. It was growing in a way that could be seen by man, but in the secret unseen places, had no power to stay through tough times.

The tree that had been bitten and pruned some, had developed some depth. It was growing in the secret places, and was beginning to be seen by man.

But the tree that had been through the most difficult trial, had been gnawed off in the most savage way, had been growing with the deepest ability to thrive and not be moved, even in the darkest times, in the places not see by anyone but God.

I felt the arms of Love around me, and knew that no matter how hard it got, I would survive, because my God, my husbandman, was pruning me in the most difficult way to be an oak of Righteousness in His Kingdom. I knew, in the same way, He was bringing my family into the same victory. And I know, dear one, that He is doing the same thing for you in your trials and testings.

Be encouraged! In the dark times, remember you are planted in the Kingdom of God, you will triumph and thrive! Years later, I drove my daughter-in-love by the house in Grapeland. The only one of my trees that survived, was the the little gnawed off tree!

Blessings, Anna Marie

Ash Wednesday

2011-03-09T23:55:00.000-06:00

Remember, dust you are and to dust you shall return. Powerful words of remembrance that this life is fleeting and how important it is to make all the in-between time count.

Lord, help me to remember. Help me to live each day in the secret place of the Most High. Help me to make a difference in this life. Let me bring many to Your Kingdom.

Thank You Lord for every burnt up thing in my life. Let me wear it upon my forehead as a reminder of what remains: How much I loved, how many know You because of your love in me.

Go With the Flow??

2011-03-08T17:58:00.000-06:00

My mom was an adventuresome gal. She had a bit of a wild streak. Growing up, Mom, my brother Hal and I traveled across the U.S. every summer, heading to my grandmothers' homes. Garm lived in Montana, Grandma in Minnesota. We always traveled a different route so we could see something new.

During the years of our convertible VW bug (1960's), I vividly remember traveling in "convoys." After spending hours on winding, country roads, Mom would get back on the interstate to make up time. She would find a convoy of 18-wheelers zooming down the road, and insert our little 'bug' into the middle of it. With the top down, her short blonde hair flying, my brother and I would turn around in the backseat (This was before the tediousness of seatbelts!) and give the trucker behind us the whistle sign: pulling on an imaginary train whistle and shouting woot woot! It was a blast! The truckers would blow their horns in response and we would laugh and giggle...fun times! What I didn't realize at the time was how fast we were flying! The trucks had CB radios and would let each other know about highway patrol officers, so they could slow down in time to avoid tickets. We made really good time! LOL! I still remember the thrill of speed and the comaradarie with the truckers. Many times, we would pull into truck-stops for a meal along with some of the truckers. They would always goodnaturedly tease us about our 'bug' and say, "Hope you don't end up on a windshield!" Other times, we would pull off the highway, leaving the convoy, with the truckers all giving mom their salute: Two toots on the horn.

A few years ago, I was on a road trip with my daughter-in-law and grandchildren. We were heading back south from a trip to Montana. South of Denver, driving down Interstate-25, we found ourselves in a convoy! Things have changed. Truckers don't seem to fly like they used to, but it still has a safe feel to it, so I will insert myself into line of 18-wheelers when I can. Call me crazy!
Anyway, I am telling Kathleen this story of my mom and our 'bug' and laughing. We are approaching Colorado Springs, where we remembered a McDonald's, and we exit for lunch. All the truckers are exiting with us, and I made the comment, "Wow, I didn't think an 18-wheeler could fit in the drive-through at Mickey D's!"

Suddenly, realization came. We had exited into a weigh station! Oh My Gosh! I was so embarrassed and amused at the same time! Kathleen and I laughed so hard! What a joke! But I learned a lesson about going with the flow. You can get so relaxed, sometimes it will take you where you don't want to go!

I think I'll swim against the current!

Blessings, Anna Marie

Assemble the Elders!

2011-03-07T22:37:00.000-06:00

For the last few weeks, it has been burning in my heart that we have come into a time of shifting in the Body of Christ. There is a call going out from the Holy Spirit to assemble the elders. This is a new season, in which, there will be raised up, like never before, an assembly of elders, who will pour out into the next generation wisdom and revelation, that will ignite a revival in our land that will not fade away, but will endure until the coming again of Christ.

It was no surprise to the Lord, that there would be a generation of "baby boomers" that would come into the winter season of their life in huge numbers. There is collective wisdom, both in the natural and in the supernatural, that is now going to be imparted to the next generations.

There will be an honor and respect return towards the elders among us in the Kingdom of God.
The very generation that spurned their elders, "You can't trust anyone over the age of thirty," is going to reverse that curse and begin to show honor to the elders among us. Wisdom is arising!

In the prophet Joel, there are several references to assembling the elders. In Joel 1:
2 Hear this, you aged men, give ear, all inhabitants of the land! Has such a thing happened in your days, or in the days of your fathers? 3 Tell your children of it, and let your children tell their children, and their children another generation.

And again:
14 Sanctify a fast, call a solemn assembly. Gather the elders and all the inhabitants of the land to the house of the LORD your God; and cry to the LORD.

And again in Joel 2:
15 Blow the trumpet in Zion; sanctify a fast; call a solemn assembly;16 gather the people. Sanctify the congregation; assemble the elders; (Emphasis mine)

These are all references to the last days. I hear God speaking to my heart as one who is entering into my elder years, "Get ready! Prepare to be poured out! Assemble yourself with the Body of Christ, and receive all that your elders have to give." I am being called to lift up every elder in my life with respect and dignity, to encourage them and let them know how very essential they are to all of us! And I am being called to lay aside my childish ways and walk into my own maturity; to see my Lord Jesus, face to face and receive every bit of wisdom He has for me so that I may raise up the next generations.

Praise to the Ancient of Days!!
Blessings, Anna Marie

Hope is Rising!

2011-03-06T19:21:00.001-06:00

Just sitting here, listening to the woosh, woosh of the dishwasher. The house is silent, other than that. Jack is at a meeting and I am left alone with my thoughts. It has been a good day. The sun was shining, and the wind was blowing, and the scent of Spring is in the air. The grass is beginning to turn green, and some of the local trees are in bloom. Hope is floating through my heart.

We had a wonderful visit with dear friends and met the new husband of one of them. Their story is one of hope. Widowed, in their 60's, they met online! After many heart to heart phone calls, they decided to meet and on the first date, he proposed! They are absolutely a joy to watch and listen to! They have been given a hope and a future!

Earlier, I was delighted by a phone call from our daughter-in-love and the chance to speak with each child and even my kid! I love my son so much. (Don't we all!) When I listen to him, I am in wonder at the amazing depths of curiosity he has for this life. I feel hope rising for the future. Even if this world crumbles around us, with young men and women like this, this earth will go on to greater heights!

I spent a few minutes on Facebook before writing this. I was enthralled with the photos my family and friends have posted. The love on each face. The love of the one who posted them. This love gives me hope. Hope cannot be quenched, even though blackness and darkness and pain overwhelm. It has substance. It lifts, fills, and glorifies everyone and everything is touches.

I will say goodnight with a quote from a man who journeyed far looking for hope. I hope you are blessed with some hope today! Blessings, Anna Marie

"Hope is like a road in the country; there was never a road, but when many people walk on it, the road comes into existence." ~Lin Yutang

Perspective #1

2011-03-04T20:37:00.000-06:00

I am thinking of perspective...as in, "It's all in your perspective." Tonight my thoughts are: Is it better to write a blog for the sake of writing it, or better to wait for creativity to break through? I am leaning towards the latter! :)) Since I am spending the evening with my sweetie, I will wait for another day!
Blessings, Anna Marie

mental_floss Blog » The Quick 10: How 10 Classic Toys Were Invented

2011-03-04T10:43:00.000-06:00

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In honor of Texas rodeo season!

2011-03-03T12:29:00.001-06:00

No Place Like Paris! Texas, That Is!

2011-03-03T10:23:00.004-06:00

Once upon a drive, my husband and I, and our two little boys, were on our way to Montana to see family. We were living in East Texas near Houston at the time, so by the time we got to Paris, TX we were feeling like we were almost to Montana! If you have ever driven across the state of Texas, you know what I mean. Anyhow, we bumped over the railroad tracks and turned left, turned right, and there calling out to us was an old-fashioned diner. Food break!! We went in and were greeted by two of the sweetest little-old-ladies this side of the Red River!

Having a meal at this precious establishment, was like eating a grandma-cooked meal. The women giggled and entertained our two young sons, the youngest being a baby. We had brought Stevie's little rubber squeaky-dog toy in with us to help keep him entertained and it worked! While the ladies kept him occupied, I actually got to eat my entire meal without having to nurse him or entertain him...you young moms know what I mean!...

We had so much fun, we almost walked out with out paying for our meal! It felt like family! Such a great place... wonder if anyone out there knows the place? Anyway, the rest of our trip was great and we had a wonderful time with Garm and aunts and cousins. Somewhere during the trip we discovered that we had left the squeaky toy behind...I was sad because it had first belonged to our older child and both boys had loved it. On the way home we stopped to see if it was still there, but the cafe was closed.

The following year, we were once again on our way north to see family. This time for a family reunion in Minnesota. (I can still see my Auntie Mabel proudly carrying her tiny Jello salad in and saying, "I brought the salad!") We arrived in Paris, bumped over the railroad tracks, turned left, turned right and yes! There was the diner and it was open! Our mouthes were watering for some great homemade victuals...and yippee! It was still run by the same dear ladies!

We walked through the door with our two little boys in tow and were greeted like old friends! These two women remembered us!! One of them scurried over to the cash register and said, "I have something for you..." She pulled out the squeaky doggie from under the counter and handed it to the boys! I was speechless! She said, "We knew you'd be back, because you loved our food so much!" What an amazing act of love! That is my America! I will never forget their kindness.

Ahhh Paris!! ~ Anna Marie

I'll See You in My Dreams

2011-03-02T21:15:00.000-06:00

I have been sitting here with my laptop in my lap, in bed, and I fell asleep!
I can't keep my eyes open, so I will say goodnight and hopefully have dreams to remember!
Here's a song to relax by: Blessings, Friends!

2011-03-01T22:24:00.000-06:00

Okay. I committed to blogging every day in 2011. Right now I have no inspiration, but simply recollection. I am basking in the memories of a place that changed my life. The Church of the Redeemer, Episcopal in Houston, TX.

I have just been watching the video that was uploaded to YouTube, of the CBS report on the move of God in that holy place. I am not sure of the date, but it was before we got there. I am guessing in the late 60's judging from the cars and clothes. Jack and I came on the scene in 1973 (Jack had visited in the late 60's before he was drafted into the army. He was whacked by God!)
The Spirit's transforming power was strong and we were led to move into the community. We lived first in a four-plex with other couples from Redeemer, and in a slightly different way of community, because we all had our own place, but we were always in each other's homes. It was a very glorious time. I remember pizza and beer with Barbara and John Boyle! And Jeanie Flake!

Then as many young newlywed couples do, we began to have some trials that we did not know how to deal with on our own. We spoke to the leadership in the church and soon found ourselves in the Paul and Susie Patton Household. This was a home filled with almost 20 people, maybe more...my memory is a little faint. It was hard but wonderful. I have never been connected with people, so sold out to Jesus Christ, in my life. I learned how to make scrambled eggs for a crowd in that house!

Then we moved to the Billy and Jennifer Crain Household. There were fewer people, but still a strong sense of family. It was memorable time.

Jack and I moved away in 1975, but we have never forgotten the lessons learned at Redeemer, or the love that was forged there. Never have I met more on-Fire Christians. I have thanked God many times for the experience, pain and all.

I pray for the people of the church who have recently been evicted from the building. I know that the church is the people not the edifice, but believe with all my heart that the place should be restored and used to the glory of God!

Can You Receive It?

2011-02-28T21:35:00.001-06:00

Last night, looking through an old photo album for a particular picture, I found one I had seen many times of me and my mom on the day in 1975 when I brought our first son home from the hospital.
Looking at this picture, I have a new understanding of the Scripture,

"When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things, for now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I am known. And now abide faith, hope and love, these three; but the greatest of these is love."
~1 Corinthians 13:11-13

I always knew my mom loved me and I always loved her, but it wasn't until two weeks before she died, after suffering for years from the aftermath of a debilitating stroke, that I received her blessing. Mind you the emphasis is on received. Through a Bible study I had been doing the Lord had revealed to me that I had a spirit of rejection in my life that was generational. It had to do with appreciating my femininity.

Jack prayed for me and got that nasty spirit out of me and I was a new person! Before, I was unable to receive Mom's love in the fullest, because of this spirit. After, I was blessed by her in a most powerful way. That is a story for another time, but last night I realized the blessing of her love in the picture that was so intense it took my breath away. I sat with the picture on my chest for hours, just holding it and soaking up her love.

In the picture, I am looking at the camera, but my mom is looking at me. I was stunned as I stared at it and realized I had never seen that aspect of the picture before! I had always been looking at myself and thinking how awful I looked. As I looked at it with new vision, I saw the truth of her love like I have never experienced in my life. There is such a big balloon of love being blown up in my heart, I almost feel like it will explode! It is sweetness personified.

But I have to say, as glorious as this new love I am feeling from my mom is, it is nothing compared to the revelation of the Lord it has given me. You see, when I was looking at myself in the snapshot, it was as looking in a mirror dimly. But when I looked at her, the Light went off! I see her face to face!
I see just how much she loved me! In the same way, as we get our eyes off of ourselves and how everything applies to us, and put our eyes on Jesus, the veil is ripped away and we see Him face to face. We no longer need to see in the mirror dimly. We no longer have to keep reflecting on ourselves, but we can look at Jesus. We can see His love being poured out for us over and over again! We are so loved! He adores us! We don't have to wait to die and go to heaven to experience Him face to face! Oh, Thank You, Lord!!

So may I encourage you, dear one, to look to Jesus? See Him as he spoke to the woman caught in adultery, not condemning but releasing her into freedom. See Him weeping over Jerusalem. See Him healing and delivering those in need. See Him being beaten for your diseases. Behold His face on the cross, looking out through time right into your eyes. Know He is there for you. He is gazing on you with love and adoration. Can you receive it? Blessings, Anna Marie

Restoration! A Tale of a Brother and Sister Restored.

2011-02-27T18:00:00.001-06:00

Got Empathy?

2011-02-26T15:21:00.000-06:00

I was scarfing up my favorite dish, "Love Veggies," one afternoon at The Magnolia Cafe in Austin, Texas (A must do for your bucket list!) when I noticed two young women being seated nearby. The girls were all dressed in black. They had tattoos, and piercings so numerous they would not have made it through the metal detectors at the airport! One girl's hair was cut like a Mohawk and dyed lime green. The other had bright tangerine orange hair that looked like a small bowl had been placed on her head and everything below the rim of the bowl had been removed. They had angry faces and not even the smallest glimmer of joy.

Trying not to stare, I began to rack my brain for an opening line so I could tell them about Jesus. I received a new level of respect for the creative power of guys to "pick up" gals. Nothing. I played through all kinds of lines. They all sounded so canned.

"Lord, what is wrong with me? I can't think of anything to say that doesn't sound preachy or 'holier than thou'!"

I wasn't prepared for what He spoke to my heart.

"You have lost your first love"

Tears welled up and I was devastated. It was true. I had become religious and was not looking at those women with His eyes of Love, but rather, I was judging them. I had spent so many years living my entire life in the church, teaching, preaching, serving other Christians, I had lost touch with the world. I did not have one ounce of empathy for those women, because I could in no way find myself in their shoes. I practically ran out of the cafe, and sat in my truck outside bawling. It was a day almost as intense as the day I gave my life to Jesus the first time. Humility, remorse and gratitude poured out of me towards the Lord, for showing me the true state of my heart. I was home.

Comprehension dawned: If I had had the Love in me, speaking to those women would have been easy and He would have given me the words; and further, the Love in me may have attracted them to Jesus. When we walk in the Light as He is in the Light, darkness has to flee. When Love walks in, fear jumps out the window!

I have never forgotten the lesson learned that day. Now, when I find myself being judgmental or not able to empathize with others, I take a look at myself and do a "first love" check. Love "bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails."

~ 1 Corinthians 13: 7-8a

Blessings, Anna Marie

Blog or Brain Fog?

2011-02-25T08:35:00.001-06:00

There are days when I really want to express what is in my heart, but it seems my head has left the planet! I search through the universe that is my mind, but discover it is actually a black hole. All the deep, profound, erudite (As Annette would say,"That's redundant!" Ha Ha!) thoughts have been sucked into the next universe.

So what I would like to share with you is is a recipe! Last night I made some gluten-free corn muffins. They were really good and my husband, Jack, said if I hadn't told him he wouldn't have been able to tell.

Grammabanana's Gluten-Free Corn Muffins

1 C organic gluten-free corn meal
1 C organic brown rice flour
2 tsp baking soda
1 tsp sea salt
1/2 C organic raw sugar
1 C organic buttermilk
2 eggs, slightly beaten
1/3 C Canola oil

Mix all ingredients together with a fork until just mixed.

Generously grease muffin pan with bacon grease. (I save bacon grease in a cup in my refrigerator, you could use another shortening if you want, but the flavor would be less) I used a large sized muffin tin and the recipe filled 9 spots. I could have stretched it to 12 but I wanted large muffins.

Bake at 425 degrees F for 20-25 minutes. (I actually am not sure how long I baked them...I was busy on Facebook!)

Enjoy! PS if you have to do dairy-free, use rice milk and 4 tsp of baking powder in stead of the soda)

Title: I’m Posting every day in 2011!

2011-02-25T04:46:00.001-06:00

I’ve decided I want to blog more. Rather than just thinking about doing it, I’m starting right now. I will be posting on this blog once a day for all of 2011.

I know it won’t be easy, but it might be fun, inspiring, awesome and wonderful. Therefore I’m promising to make use of The DailyPost, and the community of other bloggers with similiar goals, to help me along the way, including asking for help when I need it and encouraging others when I can.

If you already read my blog, I hope you’ll encourage me with comments and likes, and good will along the way.

Signed,

Anna Marie

Mystic River

2011-02-24T08:51:00.001-06:00

As far back as I can remember I had a recurring dream. I would be walking along the river bank. I longed to jump in the river, but I wasn't sure I could swim. Suddenly, I was in the river and began to panic because the water was over my head and I thought I was going to drown. I couldn't hold my breath any longer and breathed in the water. I was in total wonder and joy because I could breathe and discovered that the river was my natural habitat! It was so cool!

I had this dream several times per week until I was 19-years old. I never gave it any more thought until one day, more than 20 years later, I was driving home from a conference that my husband, Jack, and I had led in Houston, TX.
I was listening to a song by Michael W Smith, "Water of Life," and a wave of powerful emotion overwhelmed me as I heard the words: "I'm in the river that flows from Your throne, water of Life, water of Life; it covers me and I breathe again, Your love is breath to my soul."

I began to weep and sob and had to pull my truck over to the side of the road. The memory of that long ago dream washed over me with the awesome realization that it had been God calling to me all those years. I gave my life to Jesus when I was 19 and the dream stopped because it was now my reality! I have never felt so loved in my life.

For the first time, I KNEW that God had called me. Even now, writing these words I am overcome with thankfulness and wonder and humility and tears. How is it that I, an insignificant vapor, could have been formed by a God so magnificent, who created our world and the worlds beyond and everything we can see and cannot see, yet He wanted me. He called to me. He sought me, bought me, healed me, filled me, but more than anything else, HE loves ME! Thank You Abba Father!

I hope that each one who views this glimpse of my life will receive your own revelation of how Much God loves You!

The Eternal Breaks Through!

2011-02-22T08:11:00.000-06:00

A wise person once told me that when you are not hearing the voice of the Lord, to go back to the last thing He told you to do and do that. It is kind of like getting lost in the woods. When you find yourself going in circles, stop and wait.

My journey with the Lord has been a lot like wandering in the woods. So often, I am going in circles and covering the same ground over and over. It is never a loss, however. I love wandering in the literal woods and when I am outdoors in God's creation, there is always something new to wonder at. The other day, walking outside with my grandchildren, I noticed everything painted with the brown of Texas winter. I was looking earnestly for something new and alive in the dead leaves and grasses. Suddenly, there it was! A tiny, pinhead sized bright purple flower sparkled up at me, bringing the hope of spring!

This minuscule piece of glory gave me such revelation into the heart of Faith. That little flower was about the size of a mustard seed. Gazing at it, in my mind's eye, I could see the field surrounding it filled with all the fabulous flowers of spring. They were so real. There was a certainty in my heart that they would soon be there: Blue-bonnets, Indian-paintbrushes, Rain-lilies, Blackfoot-daisies. I could see them all just as if they were already there.

In the same way, The Lord is speaking to my heart to stop and wait; to look deeply into the wilderness journey I have been on and remember. He is telling me to recall the places in my life where the eternal broke through into my life, much as that sparkling, purple flower broke through the dead, brown ground, and brought my feet to my high places. Those places where I could see forever.

This morning, I read in Psalm 41 the three verses that brought me out of deep despair in 1978:

1 How blessed is he who considers the helpless;

2 The Lord will protect him and keep him alive, and he shall be called blessed upon the earth; and do not give him over to the desires of his enemies.

3 The Lord will sustain him upon his sickbed; In his illness, You restore him to health.

Our youngest son, Stephen, had been born, prematurely, and with Neonatal respiratory distress syndrome. He was not doing well, at all. I was not able to hold him or feed him. His heart would stop every time they tried to get him off 100% oxygen to room air. I was stricken with anguish. A dear friend, Steven Plummer, called to pray with me. At the same time, our two year old son, John Erin, had toddled off and found my Bible and brought it to me. He opened it to Psalm 41 and said, " Read, mommy!"

As Steven prayed and I read those precious Words, I knew our ordeal was over. The doctor had just told me that Stevie would be on oxygen for weeks and may not even survive. (He was a total jerk, whom I had to forgive!) 24 hours from our prayer, Stevie was off oxygen and in my arms! This same "encouraging" doctor, still not happy, said that Stevie would still have to learn how to nurse and that could take a lot of time...Stevie showed him! He locked on and went to town. Within days, he was home.

This is my purple flower of hope I am releasing out into the world today. Remembering the power of that encounter with God, through my brother, Steven and my darling son, John Erin, I am filled with hope and wonder once again.

Thank You, Father!

An Experiment in Faith

2011-02-18T10:43:00.000-06:00

Jesus spoke so many radical things. He did so many radical things. I want to be a radical thing! I have given much thought recently to Jesus' words: "I only do what I see my Father doing and I only speak what I hear Him saying." I have wanted to enter into this kind of life, in Him. My difficulty has been first and foremost distractability! (I don't know if that is a word, but if not it is now!) I have a tremendous ability to be distracted. In the past, the only way I have been able to be still and listen is to retreat. I know there is a time and place for retreats, Jesus retreated often. But He came back into the world and was able to maintain the connection with the Father as He walked.

Today, I am intentionally going to listen and watch as I go. I am rebuking all distractions, even if I have to do it every 5 minutes! (I am serious about this, Lord!!) The Word I received this morning was from Luke 6:27-28:

"But I say to you who hear: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you , and pray for those who spitefully use you."

This is radical living! I expect that today will be filled with challenges to this Word. If anyone is reading this, please pray for me. I want to go and make a Kingdom difference today. I will be reporting back to you, what happens today. Blessings, Anna Marie

Love This Song!

2011-02-13T16:03:00.000-06:00

Day 38! Reflection on C.H. Spurgeon's Devotional

2011-02-10T08:21:00.000-06:00

There is a wonderful tool on the internet for hungry believers. www.studylight.org It has wonderful bible study tools: dictionaries, multiple translations, commentaries links etc. Highly recommend to you!

Anyway, this morning on the studylight website, C.H. Spurgeon's devotional was on the passage from Phillipians that I was blogging about several days ago. Phillipians 4:12 "I know how to abound." Spurgeon gave me a different perspective. His was a warning about abounding.

"Fulness of bread has often made fulness of blood, and that has brought on wantonness of spirit. When we have much of God's providential mercies, it often happens that we have but little of God's grace, and little gratitude for the bounties we have received. We are full and we forget God: satisfied with earth, we are content to do without heaven. Rest assured it is harder to know how to be full than it is to know how to be hungry-so desperate is the tendency of human nature to pride and forgetfulness of God. Take care that you ask in your prayers that God would teach you "how to be full. "

I am reflecting upon this in light of my own journey into hearing and knowing God in a deeper more profound way. Is it possible to walk in a relationship with God that is so "full" that one gets prideful and takes the relationship for granted? It seems unlikely, but yes, I think that can truly happen.

Remember Moses leading the people in the wilderness? Now here was a man who was tight with the Lord. So tight, he took the relationship for granted. He once had been told by God to strike a rock to get water for the people as they traveled through the desert. Thirty-some-odd years later, when God told him to only speak to the rock to get the water he didn't listen. He fell back on old revelation and hit the rock again, not just once, but twice! (More dramatic effect!)

I am feeling convicted here. This is exactly what I have been doing. I get revelation from my precious Lord, and assume it is now the holy doctrine for life! When I think I am close and listening and full, what may be happening is assumption. Forgive me, Lord!

I think this is one of the important reasons He calls us to be part of His Body. We each receive from Him and as we share our hearts and lives with one another, we are refined. If we are walking in old revelation, our brothers and sisters in Christ will help us to see it, if we are vulnerable with each other.

The Lord loves to do new things. He is the Creator! I am understanding the silence of this fast more. Being silent, emptying one's soul before the Lord allows His Spirit to flow through us in a new way every moment. I am learning through this time of seeking Him with all my heart that He really is preparing me for newness of Life! Glory!!

Help me to always stay open to You Lord and to Your voice and heart. Thank You that I am learning to trust You in a brand new way. Help me to never take You for granted, but to always listen for Your creative new instructions. I love you Lord! Yours Truly, Anna Marie

Day 37! Tick Tock! Tick Tock!

2011-02-09T22:52:00.000-06:00

Hey! We are almost there!!
Remind me not to fast during the coldest days of the year!! Man! It is cold out there! The wind has been blowing so hard, the flashing on our roof has blown loose! It sounds like an airplane taking off and landing!
I know I should not complain as so many friends and family are still digging their way out their front doors. But what the heck? Complaining can be fun!

Can I confess? I am really looking forward to a juicy steak!! Beef!!!!!

This desire to feast has me thinking about the power of fasting and feasting. I found this awesome post on: http://www.catholicweekly.com.au/03/mar/23/17.html

• Fast from judging others; feast on the Christ dwelling in them.
• Fast from emphasis on differences; feast on the unity of life.
• Fast from apparent darkness; feast on the reality of light.
• Fast from thoughts of illness; feast on the healing power of God.
• Fast from words that pollute; feast on phrases that purify.
• Fast from discontent; feast on gratitude.
• Fast from anger; feast on patience.
• Fast from pessimism; feast on optimism.
• Fast from worry; feast on divine order.
• Fast from complaining; feast on appreciation.
• Fast from negatives; feast on affirmatives.
• Fast from unrelenting pressures; feast on unceasing prayer.
• Fast from hostility; feast on non-resistance.
• Fast from bitterness; feast on forgiveness.
• Fast from self-concern; feast on compassion for others.
• Fast from personal anxiety; feast on eternal truth.
• Fast from discouragements; feast on hope.
• Fast from facts that depress; feast on verities that uplift.
• Fast from lethargy; feast on enthusiasm.
• Fast from thoughts that weaken; feast on promises that inspire.
• Fast from shadows of sorrow; feast on the sunlight of serenity.
• Fast from idle gossip; feast on purposeful silence.
• Fast from problems that overwhelm; feast on prayer that undergirds.

Reprinted from Marist Messenger, March 2003

I am going to meditate on these beautiful principles from now until Easter. Hope they bless you as well!

Let me hear from any of you if you have any to add to the list!

Blessings to you, my friends! Anna Marie

Day 36! My Daily Bread?

2011-02-08T08:12:00.000-06:00

This morning I was led to read Mark 9:14-29. The disciples had attempted to cast a demon out of a boy, but had failed. The boy's father comes to Jesus and asks Him to help. Jesus rebukes the spirit and heals the boy. When the disciples ask Jesus why they could not cast it out, He replies, "This kind can come out by nothing but prayer and fasting."

What always stands out to me is Jesus said this but He didn't go fast and pray before casting the demon out. Thus, I believe He lived a life of prayer and fasting. I remember when He told his disciples when they urged Him to eat on their journey through Samaria, "I have food to eat of which you do not know....My food is to do the will of Him who sent me, and to finish His work."

He didn't impose fasting on them while He was with them, but He was showing them the future; when He would no longer be with them in the flesh. Fasting somehow allows for a greater intimacy with God which equips us to do His will. It removes barriers in us to the flow of His Spirit. Perhaps those barriers come down as we submit our wills by choosing His will for sustenance rather than food.

However fasting works, I am thankful for this gift. This corporate fast has been a rich experience for me. I have found much joy in the testimonies and revelations I have heard from my fellow sojourners. 40 days sounded like a really long time before we started. Now it feels like it has gone by way to quickly. I have heard from some who want us to keep the Facebook group going as well as the fasting website. I believe that this is a good idea. I know I have felt so connected spiritually to all those who are posting comments and prayer requests. Perhaps having these forums will encourage all of to make this a lifestyle; that we may say with Jesus, "My food is to do the will of Him who sent me, and to finish His work."

Day 33! Anger Flares Up...

2011-02-05T16:46:00.000-06:00

I really do not want to write about this. I do not want to let the world know how incensed I am. I hate this feeling. There is an incredibly heavy weight on my chest that started yesterday in a conversation I had with my husband and a friend...There we were, talking about texting on cell phones. (I have texting blocked on our account.) Jack wants to be able to get text messages. I HATE text messages! This is irrational. But I HATE them! Well, I went on a rant and thoroughly annoyed my spouse and probably terrorized our sweet friend...who loves to text!

"One more thing you need to drive distractedly," I blurted!

I was not a nice person.

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So, being the wonderfully insightful Christian person that I am, I stopped working on this blog for several hours. Now I am back to give you the "rest of the story." I have learned several things about fasting and the most difficult thing is not going without food, it's the nasty little pieces of dead, stinking, rotten flesh that surface. God knows what is hidden in the depths and He wants it confessed and under the Blood of Jesus.

Anger can be a cover-up emotion. We get angry, sometimes, when we do not want to feel a more painful emotion like fear or grief. Hence, I called a trusted friend for prayer. KK you know who you are:) KK is someone who can say it like it is. I am blessed to have a few good gal pals like this. We all need them. I hope you have one. She helped me to see that I was equating texting with car accidents and car accidents with painful losses in my life. I was absolutely consumed in fear for my loved ones lives! Her prayer helped me to get up into Jesus' lap and rest! Boom! The Lord obliterated the heaviness on my chest and I repented of fear and, consequently, the anger.

Thus, you have been privy to yet another emotional saga in the life of Me. Hope it was a blessing and not a trial!

Day 32! Officially!

2011-02-04T01:12:00.000-06:00

I guess it is legally the next day, since it is after midnight. I can't sleep. It is cold and icy out! I keep hoping for snow, but Jack and Billy fly out tomorrow morning, if all is well. I know they are eager to get to OKC, OK for the scouting trip. We are planning an Atmosphere of Heaven conference there. It is so exciting. We know that God has something awesome planned for that area. Please pray for these guys a safe travel.

It is hard to believe this fast is almost over. I hope we continue to stay in contact with the many who have joined us on the internet. Amazing people, all! So many burn with passion to see the church awaken and the Kingdom of God advance. Compassion for the hurting has been poured out through prayer requests. What a blessing to be able to share the needs and the victories that have been realized through the power of corporate prayer and fasting!

We have been doing a Daniel Fast for the last few days. It is so hard to stay on just water when it is so cold outside! Jack and I were cranking the heater up to 78 degrees! I think we may have been single-handedly responsible for the rolling black-outs! I really want to get back on just water (yes, and coffee) for the remainder of the fast. There is a deep calling to deep kind of experience with that. I would appreciate your prayers in my endeavor.

For those of you in Northern climates, I salute you! This has been a truly record making winter! I hope you are all warm and blessed. Make a snow man for us! Or at least a snow angel!

As we continue on in this fast, let our chief aim be to minister to the Lord. I would love to hear from you any revelation you may have on ministering to the Lord. Blessings dear ones, Anna Marie

Day 31! Shout yeah with me somebody!!

2011-02-03T00:07:00.001-06:00

Wow! We had an awesome day at the Christ Healing Center! Some wonderful folks from Houston, TX came to bring us into a greater revelation of the Kingdom of God! We were able to stream it live on www.christhealingcenter.org The messages will be archived. I don't know when, but it will definitely be worth watching for! Some of it was posted to FB in the "A Call to Fast" group. Check it out!
Our beautiful team has been fasting with us and we are definitely breaking through to a new level of Glory! God's glory is abiding with us and healing power is going out into the very atmosphere.
We had healing of spirit, soul and body tonight. We are just having so much joy!! Wish all of you could have been there.

Day 29! Holy Cow!

2011-02-01T13:15:00.000-06:00

Funny expression, Holy Cow. Do you ever find yourself in a normal conversation using usual idioms and suddenly stop, and think about what the words actually mean? Sometimes that happens to me and I end up on a treasure hunt through the dictionary. So many words I use totally incorrectly! I crack myself up!! Sad, isn't it, how easily I am entertained? Tee Hee!
Holy Cow! An expression of surprise. I am sure it has an origin as a euphemism for Holy Christ. But think about sacred cows. We say that about things we believe to be absolute truth even if they are not. So am I speaking that into the atmosphere when I say it? This blog is making absolutely no sense! Holy Cow!

I think I better get back to the Word!

Day 28! Today was a Struggle

2011-01-31T21:55:00.000-06:00

I woke up today really depressed. I struggled with everything I did for hours. It was hard to even pray. It never ceases to cause me great wonder...how can I go from a glory realm in God to the pit of hell?

I kept asking God,"Is it because I drove through East Texas? Did it stir up sorrowful memories?" And in some obscure way, I heard Him say,"Yes."

You see, East Texas is where we said good bye to our Stevie. East Texas friends were with us when he was alive and vibrant, and when he died. East Texas is a place of great joy and great loss.

But it wasn't until my precious daughter-in-love called me, just to talk, that she helped me realize it is also the anniversary of my mom's death. She knew. How does she know, Lord? She is young and yet she has such wisdom.
I felt so loved today by this beautiful young woman. I cannot explain how the love she gave me through her understanding brought me out of the deep pit I was in, but it did. I am ending the day in a place that is so far removed from where I began. It was love that brought me through. Love that came from someone that probably has no idea what she did for me. Thank You , Lord for your saints; for the people you place in our lives. Thank You for Your deep compassion towards us; that You do not leave us in despair when we cry out to You.

I am ready to face tomorrow and whatever the fast may bring. Thanks for showing me that I still have grief that needs to be healed. I trust You for healing. Jesus. You are my all in all. Anna Marie

Day 27! How's It Going?

2011-01-30T21:17:00.000-06:00

Jack and I switched to a Daniel Fast for the weekend. We just returned from a healing conference in Nacogdoches, TX. It was so much fun! If you have never been to a healing conference of ours you may think fun is a strange way to describe such an event, but fun it is! There is nothing like seeing someone receive a real touch from God. I think many times we get ourselves into a familiar place in our spiritual lives that leaves very little room for a power encounter. God is Real! He is Alive and He Longs to touch His people! I love Him! He never ceases to fill me with wonder. Today, a woman who was born with a improperly formed hip, was healed and took off running for the first time in her life! What extreme joy!! What was really cool, is that during the worship, God took her to a place in her imagination where she was running with Him on a beach. Next thing you know, she is running for real!! Hehehehehehe!!!! I get the giggles!!

If you are anywhere near Austin, TX on the Feb 11-12 weekend, come join us for another Atmosphere of Heaven/ Healing Conference! The info is on our website: www.deepriverministries.com

Blessings, Dear ones!! Anna Marie

Day 24! Content?

2011-01-27T20:57:00.000-06:00

This fast has been a different kind of journey for me.

This is the first time Jack and I have done such a corporate fast. There are so many awesome people entering in and I have really been lifted up by the sharing going on both in person and through this amazing media of cyberspace connection!

But there has been a real struggle in me as well. I always embark on each fast as I do every trip I take. There is the anticipation of new discoveries, new friends to make and trials to overcome and live to tell about! This fast has certainly contained all those elements and then some, but with a major difference. The discoveries are not at all what I had been hoping for.

I am desperate for God. I long to have conversations with Him that go deep into His heart and give me revelation beyond words! Yet what I am discovering in my pursuit is that deep, quiet chasm, hidden in the darkness and a sense that this is what He is revealing to me: Noisy silence, emptiness overflowing and solitude, yet never alone.

Is this where He will leave me on this fast? I don't know. But I am hearing God speak to me in a new way through Paul's words to the Philippians,

"...for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content: I know how to be abased and I know how to abound. Everywhere and in all things I have learned to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Phil 4: 11-13 NKJV

I had always applied this passage to more temporal things. Tonight it rings in my soul, Be still! He is teaching me how to be abased, hungry and suffer the need for His touch.

I am Yours, Lord. Here I am. I am willing to just be. I love You. Lord.

Day 18! Hives, Discomfort or Blessing?

2011-01-21T18:46:00.000-06:00

One of the ways I always seem to go through detox while fasting is by the eruption of hives all over my body. Fun, huh? Anyway, last night I woke up scratching like crazy and moaning and complaining to the Lord. Suddenly, thoughts dropped into my mind that I know were not mine. I saw the suffering of Jesus for us. I was mortified! I am doing this fast to get closer to the Lord and I can't even handle the minor thing of hives. I prayed to the Lord, to help me share in some small way through this fast in His suffering, that I would put up with the hives as an offering. Instantly, I fell asleep! I had no itching that I was aware of and when I awoke this morning at 4:00 am I was completely refreshaed! No hives!

I can only say that the Lord was showing me His awesome mercy! He does not want me to, suffer but only my heart be fully turned to Him. What an awesome God! Thank You Jesus!

Tonight I am once again itching like crazy, but somehow the discomfort has achieved a proportion of relevance in my heart. I want to wash His feet with this fast. Jesus is taking me to personal depths I wasn't expecting. Blessings, Anna Marie